*happy face*

u made all doubts disappear when u call me love. I'm glad u called. ^_^
be brave Love, love u with all my heart.

that dream, again?

why do i have to have such dreams?? is it a sign? last 2 nights i dreamt he brings other girl back with him from the training. And last night, i dreamt he lied to me about his whereabouts and i was so pissed off, i broke up with him. And the weird thing is, he haven't call me since i had the 1st dream and it was 4 days ago. He usually call me on weekdays, seldom on weekend coz of the long queue. But this week he only called me once. hmmm, It must be a sign. There must be something wrong coz i always have a strong intuition when it comes to him.*sigh*

i don't know what to think. I'll just pray to God, hoping everything will be fine. If i'm not meant to be with him God, give me Sign that is clear enough for me to think that it was definitely a sign from You. please God, Amin.

pnt

nk kte.pnt.xlrt hari2 mcmni. lemau. bosan menunggu. boring, penat. mak. nk kte?

Bad Bad dream. again.

I had a bad dream last night. Perlu ke mimpi2 mcmtu? sob3. Bgn2 rase cm nk meletup je. Tapi nasib baek la mimpi je.. Ouuuhhh. how i wish it would never happen in real life. Or ppl always said, what you'd dream of, would be opposite with real life situation. ke?

Again, i hope mimpi tu bkn some kind of petunjuk or something. Hny mainan tidor. Kalau lah mimpi tu happen in real life, i don't know how i would react. Erm, maybe akn mengamuk+gile meroyan satu kampung dlu, g attack org2 berkenaan. and make his life miserable. hahah! what a sweet REVENGE. ;)

Scuba Diving in Perhentian Island. By UrbanIsland Divers

For those who love beach, swimming, snorkeling or anything that has to do with the SEA, i would recommend you guys to take on dive lesson. You will not regret it. The experience of thrill and excitement when you're deep down under the sea, you wouldn't trade it for anything else in the world. Some say you would even get addicted to it! now, isn't that nice? hehe.

So i want to introduce you guys with this new dive shop owned by my brother-in-law and his friends. so here are the activities and services provided by UrbanIsland Divers.

ACTIVITIES/SERVICES:
- PADI Courses/Training
- Scuba Diving Trips & Excursions
- Underwater Exploration
- Snorkeling Trips
- Equipment Sales & Services
- Family Day
- Team Building

they also have new equipments and situated at Perhentian Besar, next to Samudra Resort.

As you can see they provide many services, but today i will focus on Getting your diving license. So, if you're planning to have a diving license, you have take an OPEN WATER session. For this open water session, the cost will be RM1100. But if you choose our package which includes accommodation + boat + meal for 4days 3nights, it'll only cost you RM1320 per person. I know it's a bit costly, but trust me, once you involved in this activity, you wouldn't regret it!

For more info, you can search them on FACEBOOK. Just type UrbanIsland Divers and you'll find it. Or if you're interested just msg me at my comment box and i will provide you with more details! thx for your time. ^_^









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Perhentian last minute call! ^_^

Hey2, guess where am i right now? Im at Perhentian baby! This was soo last minute plan. I wasn't supposed to be here now, but kakngah offer me to tag along, and all expenses are sponsored! *what a life* coz she don't want to leave me alone at her house. She said; God knows what will happen if i live you here alone, at my house, with the car. pfft. sort of. she didn't say quite the exact. but i made my own conclusion. haha. So here i am, in front of my lappy, write an entry in my blog, facing the beach, while they prepare dinner. yup, Life's goooooooD~ ^_^

we went with her fren's van. and bwk mcm setan! but sonot! huhu.u can feel the adrenalin pumped in. hwahwa. so they came to our house around 10.30pm and lalu jalan dalam so mcm cpt sket smpi. around 6.30am da sampai jetty. have to wait for the boat at 7.30am. but ade complication sket, last2 nek boat around 9.45am. Sampai2 lepak kjap. then tuka bj and went for snorkeling by myself! haha.yelaa.yg len mn nk pndg snorkeling2 nih. sume stok diving je. sob3. i feel sooo hine. huhuhuh!

snorkeling kjap, then naek balik coz xbyk coral hidup, Ikan pon xbyk ;(. Lepak2 n mkn. then follow one of the group going for Discovery Scuba Diving (DSD) at Government Beach. They say the corals are very nice, so we went there. dorunk blaja dsd, i went snorkeling alone, again.haha. but it's true, the corals are so nice. macam2 species ikan jupe. yg mcm todak pon ade. but i don't know the name of the fish. mcm blueish todak. heheh.

After snorkeling, da lemau coz xcukup tdo dlm van td. Balik from the beach, mandi2 n hit the sack! perghh. tdo xhengat.lena gilee. nk maghrib br terbgn. and here i am, writing this entry. hehe. I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW

p/s: i really2 hope i could post some pictures, but unfortunately, phone xcanggeh, amik gamba pon pecah.wawawawa... xpe2, tggu ak keje sok, DSLR yg tercanggeh ak bli naty. ;p

Ok, False Alarm..hehe

huuuu...after all the curses, finally the tutorial class has changed from 8 freakin AM to 4pm..yeayyy!!! Thank GOD!!! ;)

Im so relieved..now i can have my sleep back!!!! Weeeeeeeee!

fuck! class at 8 am???

Fuck fuck fuck!!!!
not morning class!!
i fucking hate morning class.
10 am is early enough for me.
Now i have class at 8???????????????????
Shhhhhhiiiiit!!!

xkn nk kua uma pukul 6 kot??? gile keee???
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....xmo2
xbestttt


i need my sleep..
and i LOVE to SLEEP!!!
i don't wanna sacrifice my sleep because of some elective class!!
ggggrrrrr.


take a deep breath naqyah....
huuuuuhhhhhhhhh
I need to find solution for this. FAST.

OK,
1st choice. wake up at 6, take the bus to kl cntrl. fuck.
2nd choice. sleep at fiza's house so i dont have to wake up early. not going to happen. Im not comfortable staying there. and i dont want to be the 'penyemak'.

So,
The best choice is to take the bus to kl cntral and wake up at SIX FREAKIN IN THE MORNING!!!

sometimes u have to sacrifice something in life.
and there goes My BEAUTY SLEEP. (-_-) FUCK!

First day of school. ^_^

Tuesday. Well actually, my 1st day of school supposedly was yesterday but i didn't attend any of the lectures coz i wasn't informed by anyone.sob3. Tapi xpe, br 1st week, if i miss this week lectures, it wont do much harm pon. coz now is the add and drop week. So we're bz registering and dropping subject this week. And lecturer pon, most of them. xkn mengaja sgt. xcept for certain yg sebok sgt nk habis cpt. haish. Lecturers nowadays, so heartless and selfish. they didn't give us time to settle down 1st in the 1st week. so not fair. Cube2 la paham, we need to reorganized our schedule many times bcoz of the time clash with other classes and other complications.haih. No wonder lah no IPT in Malaysia got the title IPT TERBILANG. If all the lecturers only care about their interest, instead of the students', mcmni la jdnye. and they blame it on us, the students. just great. (-_-)

Tgk?? i supposed to write an entry about my 1st day of school, but now it turns to be a complaint entry. Tu sbb ak xnk komplen byk2 kang lg meleret. xpasal2 kene smn ngn lecturers kang. hwahwahwa.

So i have 1 more subject to register manually. coz nk register thru online da full, tepakse tulis surat. so old school. and yeah, today is my 1st day living with kakngah at her house. heeeee... i can imagine my daily routine. It's going to be tiring. But in order to save more expense, i think this is the best choice i have for now. Bak kata nenek2, bersusah susah dahulu, b'relax2 kemudian. ;p

i really hope this year will be a good year for me. And try to change Naqyah, Be a better person like u promised before. For your own good. And i mean better in every ways. May GOD be with me through my journey. Amin. ^_^

clumsy me. (-_-')

Monday. Ok today i planned to settle all things including manual registration for new sem, move my things to kakngah's house at kota damansara and post crys's stuff. So i woke up this morning around 7 and sent thaqif to lrt sg besi and went back home. 1st, i post crys's stuff using pos laju. ingatkn pos brg besar belas2 ringgit.tgk2 59 hengget!!! *kene claim nih*

Afterwards, i went straight to KD. ok, i have bad sense of direction. eventhough i know i should've gone straight, but i like to go de tour. took the wrong turn. thrice. *(-_-)* i know.patot duk kg je. jalan KL pon bole sesat. sambel menyeret2 beg yg besa gabak tuh. Ak rase hari ni sgt la serabai..da kua umah, bole patah blik amik smart tag. pg pos ofis, tny dlu bole pos brg beso x, then kua blik.pg billion. beli kotak n sugar paper. balot package in a car. hebat kn? mmg mcm haram ak bungkus. sumpah serabai harini.haha. Maybe i didn't get enough rest. Buat sume mende xkene.

Tapi yg plg best, kunci kete msok lubang toilet kt mapley!! sob3. seb bek ak xmembeser dlm tuh. ku kental kn hati, celup jugak tgn demi nk blik umah..wuuuuwuuu.




(ok, the picture may be a little too much)


Hope tomorrow will be better. Since tomorrow my 1st day of new sem! *perlu kumpul semangat ke kelas nih*

anyway, i'll b staying with my sis starting from tomorrow. Hope everything goes well. amin.

Putrajaya Weekends ;)

it's 11.31 am, saturday. and im already at Putrajaya. Ok, i know it's not that early for most people. But it sure damn early for me since i usually awake around 12 or 1 pm. muahahhaa. The only reason i willingly woke up this morning is because i have to get to putrajaya before 9 coz i have this sailing photoshoot contest held at Putrajaya water park kot..heheh. Men blasah je ak.

Of course im not one of the participant, but I'm one of the crew! hehe. I don't even have camera, how the hell am i supposed to enter the contest? Today is the second day, they started yesterday until this sunday. yeah we got paid. Even though it's not that much, but the experience that counts. Since today there's not so many activities to do, i can't say much bout the event. Maybe tomorrow i will update the details. As for now, i just want to show off my new pic taken by asilah ku syg!muahahahhaha. ;P




p/s: will upload more by tomorrow. ;)


PUTRAJAYA WEEKENDS (part II)

i told ya i will update!!
on saturday.. kinda loads of work juge. we went back around 7 and we're all worn out! gile penat + pening agi. asik maen panas jee, snap sane, snap sini. Huhuh. Then on the way home, bole sala jalan plak!! elok2 nk ke Bangi, termelencong ke Cheras!! haih. But ade hikmah nye sosek tu. coz Eliy needs to see her mom. So after we went to see her mom, ktorunk blik dlm pukul 9 lebey kot. at first, nk dinner same2. but xjd coz asilah nk kene blik awal, and eliy totally kong.huhu.sian ko.

And On sunday, haaa..it was fun! but syg coz asila cant join us. she got 'other plan' dlm kata laen, ngedate.muahahhahaha. no lah. she needs to go for wedding event with her 'BOSS' hehe. So, it's just me and eLiy at the event. eventhough xramai org, but sonot coz ade org2 gile sekutu like us yg bole lyn kerenah kanak2 cumel mcm kami ni.wawawawawa... I thank all of you for the Experience and Joy for this whole 3days with you guys. ;) Kalo ade lg, don't hesitate to call us okie!!! ;)) ouh, and yeah. i promise to upload more pix aite. so here it is.














Ok, some of the pictures are not originally mine. i took it from other's pic folder in my laptop which they 'tumpang' transfer the other day. heheh.jgn mara yee..;)

the wedding

Ok, I was really moved by this story I got from my sister. not sure whether it's true or not. but it really makes me think about life, and appreciate life more. Well, take a peek.




Her name is Katie Kirkpatrick, 21 yrs old. Next to her is her fiancé, Nick, 23.
This picture was taken prior to their wedding January 11th, 2005.
Katie has terminal cancer and spends hours in chemotherapy.
Here Nick awaits while she finishes one of the sessions...





Even in pain and dealing with her organs shutting down, with the help of morphine,
Katie took care of every single part of the wedding planning.
Her dress had to be adjusted several times due to Katie 's constant weight loss.





An expected guest was her oxygen tank. Katie had to use it during the ceremony and reception.
The other couple in this picture is Nick's parents, very emotional with the wedding and to see their
son marrying the girl he fell in love when he was an adolescent.





Katie , in a wheel chair listening to her husband and friends singing to her.





In the middle of the party, Katie had to rest for a bit and catch her breath.
The pain does not allow her to stand for long period of time.





Katie died 5 days after her wedding. To see a fragile woman dress as bride with a beautiful smile
makes you think... happiness is always there within reach, no matter how long it lasts.....
lets enjoy life and don't live a complicated life. Life is too short.

Work as if it was your first day.
Forgive as soon as possible.
Love without boundaries..
Laugh without control
and never stop smiling.
Please pray for those suffering from cancer.
We all have close to our heart.
Keep this going.
Prayers are always answered.

ok, this is the full version of the story but i would like to add a little more.
this story reminds me to be thankful for everyday i've lived. Be thankful for everything i have and life's too short to be upset with little things. Appreciate what you have now and you'll live your life. Insyallah. ;)

you're my Angel ;)

you're my angel, *inspired by one of the songs from talent time sound track*

Im listening to this song, titled angel by atilia and i was thinking of you.
you didn't call me today. im sad. but what can i do. i just have to wait day by day patiently for your call. if u call, that's a good news for me, if u dont, i just have to wait and wait until you call me. Eventhough we talk just for couple of minutes, i was happy when i hear your voice. But sympathized at the same time, coz i can hear your sore voice. too many training and screaming and shouting i guess. *sigh*

Each night, i think of you. How we fight, how you make me laugh, the way you merajuk2 ayam yg buat i rasa mcm nk sepak2 muke you. ;)
I really miss all those moments, but i have to be strong and get myself together to face the world alone. ;(

Well. Classes start next week.i used to have you by my side anywhere anytime and now i feel like I'm scared to go out by myself. If it was 2 years ago, i would have no problem going out by myself with no one to accompany me. But now, i feel like I'm so vulnerable and can't do things by my own. You'd take care of me too good too much til i become too dependent on you. I'm not the same INDEPENDENT GIRL i used to be years ago because of you. Guess i have to learn to be independent from start.

Missing You, <3 you.

p/s: no matter how far you are, no matter how long it takes him. Through distance and time, i'll be waiting.

blissfully blessed

I don't need a man, with big house, big job, big cars, even big personality. All i need is a man with a big HEART. And a big FAMILY to support me in everything i do. and today, i want to express how thankful i am for having such family and boyfie. Yup, they do have big heart eventhough sometimes i feel like they're exploiting me. ;p

Have you ever wish, "if only i could have parents as cool as them" or "as rich as them", or anything similar to that situation. Well you should give it a thought first before you wish for anything that you'll regret wishing later. Everyone has their flaws. no one's perfect and there's no such thing as a PERFECT family, guy or whatever. the word PERFECT itself can brings different meaning to different people. Maybe for her, perfect guy means men with big dough or men with face like Leonardo Decaprio. And maybe for him, perfect girl would be Girl with big titties or pretty face, or daughter of tan sri, funny girl and etc. so? just be thankful for what you have, and appreciate them as long as they're with you. Eventually, their flaws could slowly turn to one of their strength with positive attitude and respond from surrounding people, don't you think? If u don't trust me, give it a shot. pick someone u think deserve to be a better person, Appreciate them more, treat them better and you'll see the result. remember. If you want people to treat you right, Treat them as how you want them to treat you. *betol ke ayat? errr..not sure*

All i want to say is, since he's away and i'd spend most of my time with my family, it makes me realize how generous and kind hearted my family is. i mean deep deep down inside, they do love me and treat me like their little sister that still needs protection and pampering. hehe. *untung jd ank last ;p*

I love you guys with all my heart, I promise when I start working, i will pay back all your good deeds. thx mom, dad and sibs.

<3 u guys. oh, not to forget, <3 for my mok too. i miss you the most dear. may god bless you, and protect you from all harm syg. ;)