Love Letter

Dear God,
Whenever shit happens,
or when I'm in a big mess,
I turn to You.
It never fails,
Each time,
It'll calm me down.

Dear God,
You're the GREATEST!




p/s:
Still struggling in keeping my promise, God.
But i WILL change. Eventually.
Only with Your WILL of course. ;)

nape pnggl qiqi yer..he3

err, sbb cekgu masa form 5 dlu tibe2 panggel, 'qyqy, what do you think?*bertanyakn soalan subject english mase tu, dan tibe2 she said* can i call u qyqy?'

after she left, satu kelas bahan.qyqy this, qyqy that.
n i was like, what the fuck?? tapi apekan daya.melekat smpi rini.(-_-)

itulah kesahnye. *ak tgh xde keje, so rajin karang cerite*

bg la soalan mencabar skeyt..haishh!

Tolong Study!

STUDY naqyah! ak sepak kang!!?? FOCUS!!!please FOCUS!!!!
Damn u FB, u ruined my student life! ngok, ngek, benci. damn u jeu*xbole spell btol nnt kene detect ngn Jeuish ppl, kene tembak jarak jauh.Bahaya.* for creating Fb. Membuatkn ak jd malas tahap semesta alam. My Dear SEMANGAT STUDY, where are you? i desperately neeeeeeeeeedddd you right now. Datang laaaa.datang laaa.datang laaaaaaa.*terapi seru semangat*

worse comes to worst, I'll DEACTIVATE ACC trus!! but it'll be like, killing myself from inside? boleh? Nak try wat record br, xon9 selama seminggu.mampukah??? I DON'T THINK SOO!

cacat dah aku ni, pengaruh iluminati byk sgt brgkali.

OK. shut down. dead. gone. weng.

Me You Him

perrrgghhhhh!!! de mcm tau2 je ak nk post luahan hati, tbe2 msg ayat syahdu.
Haihhhhh.. what am i supposed to do now?

it's like, i can't feel my leg but i still want to run. paham? mesty xpaham.sbb ak pon xbrp paham. haiiisssshhh..

i wonder how can i spark up our love life back? and i know it's not right to have feelings for other than him, but i didn't plan for it. so who's to blame?

I can't feel you anymore,
Im not sure if i can love you like before.
This is cruel.
I know. Im sorry,
But i'll try to make you happy.
Because i know how much you love me dear. Im sorry. ;(



And you, yeah you.
Since i knew, i can't stop thinking about you.
I don't know either you mandrem me, or I simply felt the same way too?
I wish we had the chance, to prove we are not just friends.
But i guess we just have to wait,
And let God do his thing.

And Im struggling here, for i don't know what.

You once told me,
If your prayer are not answered, you'd tell me the secret.
And do you know what i pray for?
I hope your prayer got stuck between the clouds, ;p
You don't have to tell me dear,
Coz i already know what you wish for and the secret you refused to tell me. ;)

May things run smoothly for you, FRIEND.

-ni sy reka, bkn copy paste, sekian-

You may not know this, but you DO mean something to me. ironic.

Yes, you actually do mean something to me too. It's a shame we can't do anything about it now. I'm sorry for all the troubles you've gone through. I wish i could help, FRIEND.

Style of you hair,
Shape of your eyes and your nose,
The way you stare,
As if you see right through to my soul.

It's your left hand and the way
That it's not quite as big as your right,
The way you stand in the mirror
Before we go out at night.

Our quiet time,
Your beautiful mind.

They're all part of the list,things that i missed,
Things like your funny little laugh,
Or the way you smile, or the way we kiss

What i noticed is this,
I come up with something new,
Every single time that i sit and reminisce.

The way your sweet smell,
Lingers when you leave a room.
Stories you tell as we lay in bed all afternoon.

I dreamed you now every night,
In my mind is where we meet,
And when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
Invading your space.

And you live in my memories,
Forever more i swear.

;)

it was awesome!! need i say more?

i'll upload more afterwards. got class!! *_*

Finally, getting my underwater license. ;)

hah! I Still remember ade sorunk manusia ni, dgn kata2 berunsurkn perli "next trip, kalau pegi pulau tak pegi bawah air, tak guna aaaaa.....baik pegi swimming pool je :)"

So to you and you and you! yg dr dlu suro ak amik diving license, well here i am guys! in Perhentian, on my way to get my diving certificate by PADI. Korang2 tggu yee, xlame lg i'll b joining u guys to diving trip!! weeehooo.but itupon kalo ade org sponsor, muahahaha..wek maso skunk ni, den xmampu lg. Student la katakn. heheh.



But still, at least when i have my license, i can go to any dive trips anytime i want. ;))
Ouh, can't wait to have my license and can't wait to have my 1st scuba dive tomorrow!! ^_^



Dengan ini, saya ingin mengucapkn ribuan terima kasih kepada keluarga yg memberi sokongan moral dan financial bg menjayakn proses pembikinan lesen ini. muahahaha..
Hope we all could do our best tomorrow! To Dad and Eliy, esok quiz, jgn troo aku! nnt markah korunk lagi tggi. xaci. main tpoo. Besides, it's only theory. Kalo marks tggi, tp dlm air hampeh pon xgune gak. so same2 la kite doakn tomorrow everything will be ok for all of us. May God bless us all. amin. weeeee!



*can't sleep coz too excited for tomorrow's dive. Or not. Actually, I have insomnia*
That's why i decided to blabber about this trip.muahahhahaa. Enjoy reading! ^_^

OUH, BEFORE I FORGET. I TAKE THIS COURSE UNDER MY BELOVED BROTHER-IN-LAW's DIVE CENTER, UID(UrbanIsland Divers). Please do visit their FB site if u're interested. or maybe u could just pm me, and i'll provide you with the details! ;)

Just the Thought of you can make me dizzy.. (*_*) haiisshhh!!

Tolong laaahhh..u're not even here yet, but already caused a trouble??? smpi skrg kepala bedenyut2.. SEE..this is what im talking about, when u're not around, everything was soooooooooooo simple. And suddenly u came into the picture, pergh! bole meletop kepala gua beb!

i just hope we could stick together. cmon, we are both practically grown ups. Perlu ke gadoh hal2 yg BUDAK SEKOLAH je salu gadoh.

PENING

I cant stand with your complaints, jelousy and narrow minded anymore. Please, if u're not happy with me, just go.

-Kepala Hampir Pecah sbb JANTAN,Lame-

(-_-)

Alhamdulillah. If it's true GOD, Im so thankful to YOU. my prayer has been answered. I LOVE YOU GOD. :')

Alhamdulillah. All praise be unto the Almighty ALLAH.

If what he said is true, Im so thankful to You, GOD. My prayer has been answered. I pray that you will guide him to the right path and open his heart to accept and embrace ISLAM in his life.

Please ease his burden so that he could convert with no obstacles and rejection from his family. It would be better if You could open his family's heart too and save them from the suffering and punishment in the after life.

Please GOD, whatever it is. im thankful to yo GOD.

Sapekah Gerangan laki-laki itu. Ahli musik??? Lawyer??? Tukang repair?? errkkk?

(-_-)

Mom, Malu maakkk oiiii..jgn la tny soklan2 sebegitu rupe. rase mcm sgt hine je..kasihan makhluk Allah yg sorunk tuh.

The important thing is, they worked their ass off to earn money. right??

Haha, to all makhluk2 Allah kt luar sane, haaa. The best quality girls want from boys is EDUCATION. So you'll have better and more secure future ahead. and your JOB defines you. did u know that?

So, kepada mat2 rempik, mat2 lepak, and segala mat yg ade, yg xrety nk pg skola and memanjang ponteng, korunk pk2 blik, "eh, ni kalo ak ponteng skola ni kang xdpt awek hot2, dpt minah kilang je da beso nnt, sape suruh xsdty btol2. pdn muke ak."

Pengajaran nye di sini ialah:
1- stdy betol2
2- xpyh sebok becintan cintun zmn skola, kompom xjdik punye. it's the HORMONES talking.
3- get a good education, then get a good job. So that u'll get a SUPERFINE girl. okie love??

trust me, besusah susah dahulu. bersenang senang kemudian ye anak2.

nnt jd mcm hamba Allah ni ha, xpasal2 dimalukn bcoz of his career. ouh, so not fair. i know it's mean, but that's just how the world works nowadays. Im sorry, but didn't mean to contempt anyone. i just don't want my mom or my family looked down on my friends. They may not understand ppl who has to work from below eventhough Im cool with it. I don't give a shit actually what kind of job u're doing. as long as u're capable provide the basic needs and live in moderate lifestyle. FINE BY ME BRO. ^_^

the Most chaotic trip ever. * copied from darleen's blog*

ok, since im too lazy ass nk tulis about the trip, and my beloved fren already post it in her blog. So i was thinking, kalo copy paste pon best jugak ni. hehe. *jgn mara ea dalen, ni kire ak share blog ko la ni* ;p

hakcipta terpelihara *DARLEEN PUNYE*

p/s : kalau nk tgk gambar2 kecil di bawah ne, click je kat gambar tu, k!. wee~~!
PENGEMBARAAN YANG MENCABAR... ECEH!!




nak dijadikan ceritera. aku yg plan nk pergi melaka. mula2 patutnya berdua dgn fandy je. tp bila pk2 blk, boring pule berdua. so, kitorg menjemput la rakan2 baik masing2. kwn2 fandy termasuklah :
akmal hakim
amirul
afiq



manakala kwn2 aku pule :
naqyah
siti khadijah




kita pendekkan cerita la kan. aku, fandy dgn qyqy dr rumah, menuju ke shah alam. janji dgn eja jmpe kat sana sekali dgn akmal, mirul dan afiq sbb dorg ne baru abes test pagi tu. kitorg gerak dr kl dlm kul 1 cmtu dengan menaiki ikan paus aka naza ria! ngam2 7 org. so, jimat sket bw 1 kete je kan.



so, sampai je kat melaka, kitorg terus lepak kat dataran pahlawan. si akmal ne sebok cari seluar jeans. last2 dia beli kat padini. yg si qyqy ne pulak, xsmpai 10 minit, kejap je da bli baju kat nichii. haha.. dia mmg shopaholic sunggoh!!



then, kitorg bergambar ape sume, mmg habis fun la kan..tibe waktu berbuka, kitorg buka kat chicken rice shop. mmg aku pun melantak sebanyak mungkin, sbb kelaparan!



tp,akhirnya, aku juge yg seksa, sbb bila perot da masuk angin, mkn xhenggat dunia, ulu hati aku pun sakit. tp pasrah dgn keadaan kan, aku gagahkan juga jln kat jonker walk. konon nye, hajat di hati nk mkn la asam laksa baba nyonya tu. KECEWA!! kedai tutup! xharus betul lah! da la dari jauh dtg.. haihh....



pastu lepas bergambar puas sume, kitorg berkaraoke!! 2 jam karaoke, lalu masing2 letih, nk balik. sblm merempuh highway, kitorg g mkn dulu kat mcd. bersahur dulu, takot terlepas kan..



nak dijadikan climax trip ne. haha. kat TENGAH TENGAH highway tu, 2 km sblm tiba R&R Ayer Keroh tu, ikan paus tiba2 buat hal!!!! haha!!! mujur dia boleh jln, tp bayangkan lah kan, boleh gerak 20 km/h je. hahaha. sadis!!



dipendekkan cerita, selepas kitorg hubungi PLUS RONDA, dorg check, gearbox rosak. then, kononnya la kan, si akmal ne ingt kereta tu ada insurans kurnia. rupanya, kereta tu sbnrnya under etiqa. haha!! tp da call etiqa, dia xangkat sbb dorg tutup lagi. ahad kan..


solution terakhir, akmal call parents dia.. dan kami akhirnya diselamatkan oleh mak ayah dia dan tepat jam 1pm camtu, baru lah tiba kat shah alam.!! bayangkan!! berapa jam aku xtdo????? pergghh.. yg laen, boleh tdo dlm kereta dgn puasnya..



tp, walau mcm mana pun.. we had fun!!!! ouh.. best gile!! lihat je lah pada gmbr2 ne. happy kann..