My WoRDs oN LifE

Forgive, yea..Forget? Never perhaps

2012-01-12T16:00:00.006+08:00

Me, you, them, everyone is not perfect. Stop critisizing others

Instead of talking shit about others, why don't you focus on improving your own life

If you care for someone so much, why don't you pray to God to give them guidance instead of bitching about them

Secrets are meant to be kept, not to be blurted out to people

Respect others' secret as how others have respected yours

If you're too selfish to think about others, atleast think about their dignity

Next time you talk to someone about others, pls...pls...think before you talk. Put yourself into their shoes. How would you feel if "someone" bitching about you behind your back. and that "someone" happens to be your own BESTIE that you trust for your whole life. Fucked up rite?

They had sacrifice only so much for you, but the only thing you gave them is your critics and condemn. What kind of friend is that? a shitty one, that's for sure

Talking crap about others doesn't make you look better

Don't pretend to be a saint. You may fool others, NOT ME

Not planning to get into messy arguement with you. The BEST way is to stay away from you..FOR GOOD

You're not the kind of friend i need in my life right now

Knowing the real you, you are now OFFICIALLY my LEAST FAVOURITE person

MAY GOD BLESS YOU & YOUR LIFE. STOP NOSEYING WITH MINE.

5 signs that you've met your perfect match!

2011-04-22T15:05:00.003+08:00

Wonder if this one’s The One? Below are some telltale tip-offs you two are headed for happily ever after — plus, five clear-cut clues that spell bad news.

First, the good news: You’re headed toward happily ever after if…

1. You discover quirky things you have in common.

It’s one thing to discover you both like the new Coldplay album. It’s another to discover your tastes or habits jibe in more surprising ways. “What confuses people is that they think they’re a match because they have things in common that many people have in common, like favorite books or songs, so they’re fooled into thinking they’re on the same wavelength,” says Sam R. Hamburg, Ph.D., author of Will Our Love Last? “The more uncommon and surprising your similarities are, the better.” That was definitely the case for one Rochester, NY dater named Patrick McAvoy. “I have this weird habit of belting out what I’m doing in song, so when I started dating Bethany, one morning I started singing ‘Here I am, in the shower...’ to the tune of Jesus Christ Superstar,” recalls the 29-year-old. “When she started singing back, making up more words to the same tune, I couldn’t believe it! I knew it would work out.” And it has — for three years so far.

2. Neither of you flinch when the future comes up.

It’s a new-couple nightmare: One of you blurts out something like, “Ooh, next summer we should go to Greece” — and then freezes, fearing the other person will think, “Next year? We don’t even know if we’ll make it to next month!” But if you and your date don’t bat an eye — or better, smile and agree — you’ve successfully crossed a crucial divide. “It’s a sign that you both feel stable in the relationship,” says Sharyn Wolf, author of So You Want To Get Married: Guerilla Tactics For Turning A Date Into A Mate. So while we don’t suggest making plans with your date for next Christmas, take careful notes on what happens if you do mention some advance planning.

3. It’s super-important that your friends like your new partner.

You thought introducing your date to your parents was the ultimate test? On the contrary, introducing him or her to your friends is even more pivotal. That’s because while you can’t choose your family, you can choose your friends, so they reflect the person you’ve become over the years. So if you find yourself prepping your pals about someone you’d “really like them to meet,” it’s a sign you’re seeing this relationship as more than just a fling. “When I introduced my girlfriend Yvi to my friends, I was completely nervous beforehand because we were from such different worlds — she was a Hispanic girl from Newark, and I was a banker from the Jersey shore,” says Dave Koczan-Santiago. “And truthfully, things didn’t click right away. But when I realized how important it was to me that they all like each other, I knew the relationship was a bigger deal to me than I even thought it was. Now here we are, 10 years later, happily married.”

4. You think in “we” terms even when the going gets tough.

Sooner or later, all couples start transitioning from “Hey, what are you doing Saturday night?” to “Hey, what are we doing Saturday night?” Sure, that’s good, but for a real gauge on your relationship, see how you react to these scenarios: If your date wants to leave a party early, do you happily offer to leave as a couple rather than feeling annoyed or wanting to stay on your own? If your boss wants you to plan a business trip, do you wonder whether it fits with your sweetie’s schedule? These are signs you’re truly willing to merge lives, and it’s all the more telling if you weren’t into your date’s “thing” to begin with. “I live in New York and could live my whole life without a car and be happy, but when my boyfriend said he wanted to bring his Chevy pickup with him when he moved here from Boston, of course I offered to help him find cheap insurance and parking,” says Erin Brennan. “The interesting thing is that after driving it a few times and investing all the time in helping him, I found myself telling people about ‘our’ truck and really starting to understand why he loves it so much.”

5. You constantly stumble across things you want to share.

Most couples will exchange a few “thinking of you” phone calls or emails when they’re apart. But if you can’t walk down the street without tripping over some funny story to tell later or can’t leave a store without thinking at least once, “Oh, my sweetie would love that…” then things are rosy indeed. Basically, it’s a sign that while you may not realize you’re thinking about your date, you are and just can’t help it, explains Wolf.

Now, the bad news: You could be headed toward a dead end if…

1. You roll your eyes at each other during an argument.

You say potato, your date says… well, even if he or she says it the same way, it’s a given you’re not going to see eye-to-eye on everything. And that’s okay — your differences are what make things interesting! But while disagreeing is fine, it’s bad news if one of you rolls your eyes at the other during the argument. “The reason you roll your eyes at someone is because the other person is saying something you think makes absolutely no sense to you and you don’t respect what they’re saying,” says Hamburg. And since R-E-S-P-E-C-T is the cornerstone to any good relationship, take any eye-rolling you or your mate does as a bad omen.

2. You can’t handle the uncomfortable silences.

Every date has its quiet lulls here and there when the dialogue runs dry, and if these moments don’t faze you, congratulations for reaching that comfort level. But if you find yourself squirming in your seat, trying to come up with things to say, checking your cell phone hoping to find a voicemail, or going back to the same old topics (“Have you talked to your sister lately?”) that could spell trouble, since it shows you’re not really relaxed when you’re around them. Take it from Jason Parker of Atlanta: “The whole time my date and I were eating dinner, we’d have moments of silence during which she kept checking her cell phone,” he says. “Finally I asked her if she was waiting for a call, and she said, ‘No, I’m just checking the time.’ As if that was any better!” Whether this gal was indeed nervous or just plain rude, either way, Jason was relieved when their brief relationship was happily over.

3. Your dates are always chock-full of distractions.

It’s healthy for you and your love to fill your time together with fun activities and mutual friends — that is, as long as that’s not all you do together. “It’s not a good sign if the only things you’re saying to each other are, ‘Let’s hang with friends, or let’s do something like go to the ballgame or a movie,’” says Wolf. The reason: These things are buffers that help you avoid really getting to know each other, which may indicate that your one-on-one time isn’t so thrilling. If an offer of “Tonight, let’s just hang out together alone” doesn’t sound exciting, ask yourself: Do you really want to spend the rest of your life with this person?

4. You find yourself criticizing little things about each other.

Everyone tends to be positive to each other on the first few dates, “but if the other person starts making critical comments, like not liking what you’re wearing, that’s not good,” says Dr. Hamburg. Criticism, whether you realize it or not, is a way of pushing someone away — so if either of you are saying things that seem innocuous like, “That shirt looks weird” or “How can you stand living on this street?” you’re tapping into a bigger problem. “As time passes, you should find yourself wanting to treat your partner as well as you did at the beginning of your relationship,” says Bonnie Eaker Weil, Ph.D., a relationship expert in New York, NY. If not, consider this breakdown in polite behavior very bad news.

5. You only want to deal with each other when the chips are up.

It’s a red flag if the person you’re with gives you the cold shoulder when you’re not feeling hunky dory about something in your life. Happily ever after means loving — or at least liking — someone when life isn’t so sweet. “I was seeing a guy who was usually wonderful, but when I would have a bad day and wanted to just talk to him or be near him, I’d call, and he wouldn’t call back for days,” says Rachel Harrison of Brooklyn, NY. “He just didn’t seem to want to know the whole me, in good times and bad.” And being able to weather the tough times — together — is definitely a quality that every good relationship needs.

Adapted from Happen magazine, thought of sharing ;)

Day by Day..

2011-04-20T00:09:00.008+08:00

It has been 5 months, and we're still going strong..
Hope it'll last, coz seems like nothing can go wrong..
You and i both have something that others don't..
Understanding, compassionate, sincerity, and most importantly trust between each other hoping it'll stay strong.
oh, not to forget one thing that we call LOVE. ;)

Only you. Always.

What do i really want in life?

2011-03-23T13:10:00.002+08:00

For now, i'm not sure if i know what i want in life. Just hope everything will fall right into place by itself.

sesi membuang masa

2011-03-08T19:59:00.003+08:00

Nak buat keje, terbantut. so ke blog lah kita.
Serious lama gileeeee xupdate blog. Sorry me bloggy, i haven't talk to u for a while aye?

There are so many things i can update about. Happy things, not so happy things. But mostly, happy things. :)

But for now, I think i'm gonna keep it to myself. *i learnt to keep my life private these past months.* budget artis la pulak. muahahahhaha.

To my loyal stalkers, sory guys..cannot update with my life anymore dah..atleast, for now. ;p (ade ke stalker sejati?)

After this, mayb i'll only update/post crap entries for the sake of keeping u guys entertained. HAHAHA...kalo xentertain korang pon, entertain diri sndri pon cukup. XD

ok dah, cukup stakat sini crap harini. esok2 sambung lagi!!! toodles!

Improving the life of the visually impaired

2011-03-08T19:08:00.007+08:00

First and foremost, these visually impaired people need to present themselves as confident as the normal people would have. They need to show the world that they too can be as competent as others. If they have the brain and skills, use it to proof to the society that they can be threats to the working society as well. Most of these less fortunate have a very low self esteem, hence family and friends play the most important role to support them mentally and physically.

Second, the society. What we can do to help them live a better life? By not judging them because of their imperfection. No one's perfect, Treat them as they should be treated without being judgmental.

As for government, employers and blind association, these are my suggestions:- They could provide more technological innovations for the blinds such as screenreader, speech synthesizer, refreshable Braille display, notetakers, and even a talking GPS system which would compliment their disability. By this way, they won't be needing help from others to run their daily duties.

Other than that, Organizations should eliminate the discrimination of less fortunate's culture in their company which could help the blind feel more comfortable and confident at the work place. How to eliminate discrimination culture? By giving the less fortunate the opportunity to handle big projects or even have a leader of a blind man and such.

They are normal people just like us. They have the talent just like us, the only thing they need is acceptance, faith and opportunities from us. ;)

What makes you so special...

2011-01-23T00:06:00.004+08:00

Just by being you alone...

your sweetness,
you're kind,
you're cute, and you don't even try.

Ouh come on!

2011-01-21T22:27:00.007+08:00

and i saw these gorgeous hot pants, dresses, skirts, pumps, arrghhh!!! stresss! i wanna go for a shopping spreeee!!!

I know the money I'm about to get is for educational purpose only, but i can't help it..it's like all the shops calling my name~ "Come Naqyah, come. Have a look. You don't have to buy..just,look." T_T

I almost cried at Nichii today for god sake!!! What the hell is wrong with you Naqyah??!! They're sooo gorgeous, but i know i don't have the money to take these lovely, beautiful and simply tempting dresses, pants and blouse home with me. Damn!

I'm sorry scholar, but once you're in my account, I'm gonna handle you GOOOD~ Come to mama baby!! XD

p/s: cpt la masok oi!!!!!!

What if...

2011-01-07T11:02:00.005+08:00

Yes, We can't tell the future and we don't have the power to control our fate and destiny. Things might not end up like we wanted to. BUT, as long as you're with me I promise...

-I'll appreciate you for as long as we're still together.
-To love you wholeheartedly,
-Be as sincere as possible,
-Make sure you'll be the happiest man alive,
-lend a hand when you need one,
-To share tears and laughter,
-To give the sweetest smile, ;)
-Make the best out of everything I have with you.
and Lastly, to be thankful for having you in my life.

Always yours, Baby.
^_^

How to lose weight..Fast! but not too fast.

2010-12-22T04:12:00.008+08:00

So now I have this big crisis/dilemma/trauma/koma and other maa..im going through.
ok, maybe not that big. Still, mengganggu jiwa dan minda at times.

WEIGHT GAIN!!!

i gained 5kilos in just few weeks goddammit! Tah hantu hormon mane rasuk smpi cepat gile naek. haih..

So I've come to several alternatives, thanks to my beloved friends and not-so-friends for the suggestions and ideas. So here goes:

Alternative 1:
I browsed through Google on how to lose weight fast, and i found this website of 7days diet with Lemon. Basically this diet encourages you to consume more Lemon in your daily meals like for breakfast, lemon juice. for lunch, have something light plus
other healthy food. and at night, one glass of hot lemon. (u can add maple syrup or cinnamon stick) but since i don't have any, i drank pure fresh squeezed lemon without any additives. Masam tahap GORILLA!! >.<

Alternative 2: Jog, which i love to do tapi byk je halangan dan rintangan tambah2 dgn cuaca yg sgt moody. Sekejap happy(cerah), sekejap marah(mendung), sekejap sedih(hujan). Last2, mlepak depan Tv, sambil mengunyah ape2 yg boleh dikunyah.(-_-)
But still, if i can jog continuously for 1 or 2 whole weeks, i think i can lose few pounds. Tapi tula, xpenah try lg. Harus try!

Alternative 3: Swimming, also one of my fav activites. Tapiii...errr..kalo kolam tu seblah rumah je xpe. mcm xnk jauh plak Putrajaya. So i can't go there everyday. Only once or twice in a week. Itupon kalau xbz. If not, swim atas katel jee while FBing. heheh.

Alternative 4: Skipping. Ok the good thing is, you can do it anywhere anytime, especially bile hujan, can't go out or do anything, bole skipping kt rumah. BUT, the bad thing is, betis sng cramp!! saket nokk. skipping 2ari lepas, smpi hari ni xilang cramp de.(T_T) Maybe ak yg over terkinja2 kot.

Last Alternative: Fat Burner pills or herbs or jamu??? errr... For now, this will be my very last option. Macam xberbaloi je nk membahayakn kesihatan sbb nk kurus. Lagi rela tumbam mumbam drp saket tercirit. hahahaha.

So far, I've tried the 1st, 2nd and 3rd alt. And now br nak berjinak2 dgn diet (trust me, I HATE DIETING!) Eventhough i LOVE to eat, I have to sacrifice my ex-favourite fast food, McD(skrg dh jadi musuh ketat) bcoz of McD, i am what i am today, a FAT ASS!! (T_T)

Also need to reduce calories intake per day which obviously skrg da telebey.
Now I'm trying this new diet, Fruit for bfast, sometimes for lunch, at nite, xmo makan lgsg! Penuhkn perot with mineral water bile rase lapar, and it worked like a charm! and mineral water has ZERO calories!(i think) seronok bukan?? ckp seronok cepat!!!

My aim is to lose few kilos (lebih afdal kalau dpt lose 6kilos) in a week, starting from next week, right before new sem begins. Rasa2 mampu x? haahaa..kite tunggu and see~ XD

current weight: normal weight + 5kg (X_X)
syuh kau lemak! syuh2!!

Malas Entry

2010-12-21T23:01:00.001+08:00

Nak tulis, tapi terlalu malas.
serious byk gile nk tulis sbnrnye ni. idea da membuak2 tp feel tu xsampai lg. how?
Kite tunggu kejap lagi eh kalau tibe2 dpt hidayah nk menulis.
;)

Blogger Award. XD

2010-12-04T15:46:00.011+08:00

Serious r blog pon ade award?? HAHA. This award was given to me by a friend of mine. And now i have to pass it to others. mcm comel je. haha
ok2, here's the rule.

1) thanks the person who gave you this award and the link of the person

First, i would like to thank cek ayu kitee for the award. ouhh..terharu! ;p
2nd, i would like to thank mom n dad, my sibs and...chop! poyo, bkn Emmy Award pon, xpayah kot! hahaha!

2) spread the award to 15 blogger who you like and you think their blogs are awesome

so, here goes the award winners. heheh.

1: ceyla
2: dalen
3: ann
4: shima
5: sheyfa
6: shat
7: sui nawi
8: azureen
9: anak aslam
10: syera
11: My
12: Liv
13: Amar
14: Ayu (even ko da dpt, nk bg lagi)
15: G'ah

perghh banyak gileee~ haha.. ok guys, Congrats! Enjoy your Award! lol.

3) tell 7 things about yourself

herm, 7 Random things ayee~

~ Freak
~ Wild
~ Blur
~ Rebellious
~ Degil nak mampus
~ Cita2 nk jd tuff. nk 6pack. serious ni.
~ Gegendang telinga kurang kenyal akibat selalu menyumbat lubang tlinge dgn earphone.
Volume, maximum. Make sure nk ckp ngn ak, ulang 2 kali.

Sekian, Terima Kasih. ^.^

God gave me LIFE, You gave me LOVE.

2010-12-04T07:08:00.004+08:00

I was so lost back then,
when u came around
and turn my life
the other way around.

You sweep me off my feet.

You accept me and my flaws,
you gave me hope
you promised to guide me through.

Even with my shitty past,
You still see me
As if Im 'Brand New'.

Baby, I Love You So.
A.H

sincerely yours,
Naqyah Ross
;)

The Greatest Man I've Ever Known

2010-11-21T15:47:00.003+08:00

Thank YOU so much. :')

-Luckiest Girl Alive-

The Little things that make ur heart beat faster..

2010-11-20T01:17:00.004+08:00

It Was........... ^_^

nuff said. ;)

A Day Out with CeylaLove!

2010-11-15T21:19:00.006+08:00

ok, 1st of all..thx to asila ku syg for the gorgeous pictures! Seriously dear, I'm proud to be your friend. You have talent, and should not waste it away love. Don't give up or lose hope because of other people ok! sayang ko!

Her finest work of art....of me. LOL XD

From Bukit ampang

To KLCC

To Dressing Room XD

CENSORED

To Putrajaya and finally our lovely home.

Again, thx dear for the awesome pictures and a day full of 'gossiping' and laughter. ;)

Empty

2010-11-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

FUCK EVERYTHING.

Double TWO!! seriously???

2010-11-11T19:06:00.006+08:00

First of all, Alhamdulillah coz i made it until today. Haha!

OMG, i can't believe im 22 already????
ouuhh how time flies~ (T_T)

just wanna say thanks to everyone who wishes me. Especially mom n dad with their own unique way of wishing me Happy Bday!!! LOL XD .sumpah lawak.

Im glad im still here, breathing, living and still have the chance to enjoy life and learn from the past.

Ok, im out of idea right now. probably gonna continue when my head's clear. ;)

As for now, i just wanna enjoy the rest of my B'Day. ^_^
11/11/10 yaw!!! XD

HAPPY Sunday!!

2010-11-07T13:35:00.007+08:00

Hey Bloggies..happy Sunday everyone!

On a windy Sunday, with a happy mood and a smile on my face,feel like updating my blog. But i have no idea what to write about. Just feel like writing something in here.

Im in My HAPPY MOOD today~~!
n i don't know why im so happy. maybe because of the nice weather, i think.

well have a good Sunday love!!!

^_^

Angel By Atilia. Simply Love :)

2010-11-03T22:13:00.005+08:00

i just LOVE this song.

Kepala Rojak

2010-11-03T13:05:00.004+08:00

(-_-)

Things that keep semak2 in my head:
-the coming finals, of course
-Le
-place to stay next sem
-Transport
-place to stdy next week
-will i be able to finish revise all subs on time?
-$$$ ka-ching!
-Past
-Future
-Mom
-House chores
-Need to De-stress
-How to De-stress
-Fuck Stress
-Why am i stressed??
I have no fucking idea. (-_-)

-mood gila bila dah nk final-

Stuffs, please go away..i need to clear my mind for FINALS. Pleaseeeeeeeee!

Dear stalker,

2010-10-30T18:25:00.003+08:00

Oi2. jgn la stalk ak lagi da..
Im not with him anymore..cukup2 r tue~ pih2 stalk org len pih..
syuh2..lol! XD

Are you ready?

2010-10-27T13:53:00.004+08:00

Exam is just around the corner. I can feel the air of tense sipping in slowly~
why oh why, every time there's exam, I'd go nuts! half mental, half psycho, half retard, half gloomy, half moody, bape banyak half da.
Even though things are not as complicated as it used to be, but my attitude towards exam stays the same. LAZY ASS BITCH. why oh why.

but i do have planned something out for my exam preparation this semester.
Hope it'll work out. Thanks to someone, who encouraged me to do an early prep this sem.;)

and still, i don't know why hati gundah gulana every time i think of exam. cuak ke? da berbelas tahun belajar pon still cuak lg? Cmon Naqyah. where's your leklu~-sapkok lu~-attitude mcm time2 freshman year dulu? Patot makin lama stdy, makin relax, cool, n calm. Ini, lagi da tua, lagi cpt gelabah kenapa????? It shows, sy dah tua sebenarnye. fikiran da matang, so de pk panjang sket. that's why bile pk exam, pk result, pk keje, pk future, pk money..Oooouuuhhhh..so many things to think and worry about.
(-_-)

ok STOP.
the important thing is, WALK THE TALK!
promise?????? yessss....i promiseee..atleast, for now. heheh.

Munching!

2010-10-24T20:41:00.004+08:00

24/7 mengunyahhhhhhhhhh jeeeeee.....
huh.. bahaya...bahaya....
I Have to stop!
(-_-)

kalau seseorang sukakan seseorang yang lain (berlainan jantina la ye) tapi malu nak ungkapkan, tapi dapat tau dia suka kita jugak, nak buat macam mane ye?

2010-10-23T21:04:00.001+08:00

heh? ni ape punye soklan. confess je la. ape susa?
kalo malu sgt, anta surat layang, says that u like him/her. pastu bubo la name manje ke, nick name ke.alallala.suweeetnye~
HAHA!
plus, he/she likes u too kn. ape mau takot?

selamat beramal! ^_^

bg la soalan mencabar skeyt..haishh!

Hey B'day Boy! ^_^

2010-10-23T14:54:00.005+08:00

Happy B'day hawtie!
God Bless you.
Thanks for everything.
(^_^)

May the days that lie ahead
Be filled with gladness too
For there just couldn't be anyone
Who deserves it more than you

('',)

2010-10-20T10:35:00.003+08:00

Hai Awak..

Suke la dgr Awk nyanyi.
Awk nyanyi lagu Negaraku pon bole buat org lena,
gile kagum. ;p

Nukilan Awak pon sgt SWEET.
pandai awk bermain kata.
bak kata org tu,
Awak mmg POWER.
Tak Sangka. XD

Awak cakap, awak prefer perempuan jual mahal.
Tapi, rase mcm da telambat je.
err..agak2 sempat lagi tak saya nak jual? lol.

Sory, but I'm an expressive person.
I say what I want, I show how I feel.
Maybe that's the reason,
people always take me for granted.
Betul la ckp awak.
Hebat~

Tapi kan...Tapi....Tapi...
Awak kan...Awak...Awak memang...memang.....POWERlah!!!;D
kagum, salute, teruja, respect
cara and pendirian awak dalam hidup.
unique gile. just like a RARE DIAMOND.
you're my new Role model, Mentor, Idol.
Nak jadi macam awak jugak lah!
macam best je jadi awak. ;)

Kalau nak cerita pasal awak,
memang sampai next week pon tak habis.
sebelom saya memurahkan lagi jualan saya,
I better STOP. ;p
Lastly, I just want to say,
Thanks for being YOU.
You're AWESOME!
macam PARAMORE jugak!
^_^

Mom

2010-10-19T10:51:00.002+08:00

Mom, thanks for everything.
You've done so much for me.
I thank you for being my mom and I LOVE YOU. ;)
one day, i'll make you proud. INSYAALLAH.

apa perasaan anda jika anda mendapat sesuatu yang anda tak jangka dan anda tidak mengharapkannya?

2010-10-18T13:18:00.001+08:00

mesty la tekujat.
n if mnde tu mnde bagus, i'd be extremely happy.
but kalo mnde buruk, wat bodo je kot. n pasrah. huuu~

bg la soalan mencabar skeyt..haishh!

About A Boy ;)

2010-10-16T18:05:00.006+08:00

He's a MILK LOVER,
a guitar player,
talented singer,
Hard on the outside,
SOFT on the INSIDE,

He's adorable,
melt every woman's heart,
with his charming smile and lazy eyes,
plus that long, thick lashes,
making me nervous,
every time he looked at me,
rase macam nak mati~ (+_+)

but one thing for sure,
Dia memang POWER!!!

lol~ XD

You Made My Day

2010-10-15T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hilang penat bile tgk Dia.

^_^

Ini yang Nak MARAH ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-14T12:43:00.002+08:00

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

geram gile!!
bek ak pg karaoke greenbox je dr pagi tadi taw x!!!
atleast hilang kemarok paramore!
isssyyyhhhh~!

Niat bgn pagi2 buta sbb nk pegi ke kelas. niat da mulia abis da nih.
Tapi dr semalam terasa macam nk g karak kt greenbox. nk lepaskn gian lalakan paramore.
Rase mcm nk je ponteng klas arini nk g karak, tp iman ku masih kuat. maka minda pon bekata2, "issh kalo dapat wat concert kt greenbox pon syok nih, tp xnk la. sian mak. pnat2 bg ak pki kete tok g klas, tibe2 ak melencung.ishh.xjadi2."

so dtg tepat 10.30 ni. Da sampai dpn pintu lecture hall, nampak minah2 'class tersendiri'(gelaran yg dberi pada kami oleh agen tongkang. HAHAHAHA!) melepak kt lua *budget sap kok lu~haha!* lalu macik enot berkata "klas kensel la weh, postpone esok. de br text td." so i said, "what the fuck?? penat ak bgn pg. da la smlm nye klas pagi pon kensel! hisyy." tapi xpe, hati cool lagi..ingat mak~ ingat mak~

and so tggu for da next class at 12pm. Tapi~ ok. ni ak ngaku mmg sala sndri, heheh. i tot the class kol 1. so dgn slambe badak air je lpak bilik mntelaah sambil menjalankn aktiviti harian stalk FB org until 12.30 when swee texted me. 'Dtg ke x, class IMC, kene discuss skt presentation' ak pon dengan gelabah ayam recheck my schedule. FUCK! klas kol 12 la naqyah gile! dah nk abes sem da pon, still xngat jadual. haih~ (-_-)

So ak rush to econs fac, pecot mcm F1 driver pg fac seblah *seblah je pon fac eco, tp ngade nk nek kete gak.hehe* Sampai, ak berlari2 anak dgn bj kurung, bajet cite mlayu la lari2 anak kt tepi pantai?haha. Tibe2 ak nmpk amoi 2 org dr group ak tu da tetonggok kt tepi tangga. "lecturer xmasok la, sume da balik". again. FUCK!!! haaiiiiiihhhhh.penat dow ak lari!!! hilang ayu aku pakai bj kurung tau x!! Pastu de pulak bole pokpek2 pasal ass nk cepat la, bile nk submit la...aiii...naseb ak baek, kalo x mmg da kene tenyeh2 minah tu. da lah de yg gelabah2 suro dtg, tibe2 klas xde. huh! Sabar je la Naqyah oi~

so, today out of 3 classes, 2 da cancel. alang2 asal xcancel kn je klas ptg ni jgk? kaki ni da rengan sgt dah nk balik. wat bazer minyak, toll, and masa ak je. Taw ak pg karaoke pagi2 td!!!!! sob3.
(T_T)

-Naqyah tengah Lapar akibat Geram melampau-

Farmville. lol.

2010-10-14T01:47:00.003+08:00

(^^)(~~)(0o).....A.H.....(**)(@@)('')

Dalam Hati ada Farmville bak kate tony cap kapak. LOL! ;p

PARAMORE!!!!!!

2010-10-12T15:01:00.006+08:00

That's It! I Can't stop myself anymore!!
Aaaarrrrrgggghhhhhhh. I feel like screaming + shouting + singing + 'gila2'ing? + performing mini concert in this goddamn lecture hall!!

muahahhahaha...Gila excited!

ooouuuhhhh...paramore....paramore...paramore..."ignorance is your new best friend"...paramore..."But God, does it feel so good, coz i got him where i want him now"...paramore......paramore.....Lecturer's babbling.....paramore..."that's what you get, when you let your heart win"...assignment.....paramore...."if only time flew like a dove, well god make it fly faster as im falling in love"......bile nk balik ni......paramore....paramore...."cause im just one of those ghost, travelling endlessly. Dont need no roads, infact they follow me"....paramore......hayley....."all i wanted was you"......rockzone......"well go get your shovel, we'll dig a deep hole. To bury the castle"....cepat la next week....."how did we get here, when i used to know you so well"....PARAMORE!!!!!

Deym~!!! haha!

-naqyah tengah weng!-

Comel kan KEMBAR saya!!!!!
(0_o) (^_^) (~_~) (^_~) (@_@)

The 'IT' thing ('',)

2010-10-12T00:35:00.005+08:00

It's Growing~ and Growing~ and Growing~~~
And i don't want IT to stop. ;D

sweet like candy

2010-10-11T00:13:00.004+08:00

You're Sweet. ;)

And you make me smile, EVERYDAY
*blush2* ;p

Y.O.U

2010-10-10T00:50:00.004+08:00

YOU.
yes,you.
(^_^)

p/s:
Alhamdulillah, Thanks to GOD.
For making it happened,
And give me the chance,
to feel ALIVE again.
hope everything goes well.
May God be with us.
;)

^_^

2010-10-07T15:08:00.003+08:00

Im Happy with my life now.
Sekian. ;)

enjoying your so-called 'single life' so far?

2010-10-03T02:17:00.001+08:00

not enjoying it, but relieved. and glad, finally i have the guts to speak up. why?
he's all yours now. whoever you are.

bg la soalan mencabar skeyt..haishh!

It's Official Then...

2010-10-02T01:19:00.002+08:00

Thx to me,
for being brave enough to speak out loud what's in my mind all this while.
Im proud of you, naqyah.

Love Letter

2010-09-30T15:42:00.007+08:00

Dear God,
Whenever shit happens,
or when I'm in a big mess,
I turn to You.
It never fails,
Each time,
It'll calm me down.

Dear God,
You're the GREATEST!

p/s:
Still struggling in keeping my promise, God.
But i WILL change. Eventually.
Only with Your WILL of course. ;)

nape pnggl qiqi yer..he3

2010-09-30T13:34:00.001+08:00

err, sbb cekgu masa form 5 dlu tibe2 panggel, 'qyqy, what do you think?*bertanyakn soalan subject english mase tu, dan tibe2 she said* can i call u qyqy?'

after she left, satu kelas bahan.qyqy this, qyqy that.
n i was like, what the fuck?? tapi apekan daya.melekat smpi rini.(-_-)

itulah kesahnye. *ak tgh xde keje, so rajin karang cerite*

bg la soalan mencabar skeyt..haishh!

Tolong Study!

2010-09-29T14:40:00.003+08:00

STUDY naqyah! ak sepak kang!!?? FOCUS!!!please FOCUS!!!!
Damn u FB, u ruined my student life! ngok, ngek, benci. damn u jeu*xbole spell btol nnt kene detect ngn Jeuish ppl, kene tembak jarak jauh.Bahaya.* for creating Fb. Membuatkn ak jd malas tahap semesta alam. My Dear SEMANGAT STUDY, where are you? i desperately neeeeeeeeeedddd you right now. Datang laaaa.datang laaa.datang laaaaaaa.*terapi seru semangat*

worse comes to worst, I'll DEACTIVATE ACC trus!! but it'll be like, killing myself from inside? boleh? Nak try wat record br, xon9 selama seminggu.mampukah??? I DON'T THINK SOO!

cacat dah aku ni, pengaruh iluminati byk sgt brgkali.

OK. shut down. dead. gone. weng.

Me You Him

2010-09-27T21:19:00.007+08:00

perrrgghhhhh!!! de mcm tau2 je ak nk post luahan hati, tbe2 msg ayat syahdu.
Haihhhhh.. what am i supposed to do now?

it's like, i can't feel my leg but i still want to run. paham? mesty xpaham.sbb ak pon xbrp paham. haiiisssshhh..

i wonder how can i spark up our love life back? and i know it's not right to have feelings for other than him, but i didn't plan for it. so who's to blame?

I can't feel you anymore,
Im not sure if i can love you like before.
This is cruel.
I know. Im sorry,
But i'll try to make you happy.
Because i know how much you love me dear. Im sorry. ;(

And you, yeah you.
Since i knew, i can't stop thinking about you.
I don't know either you mandrem me, or I simply felt the same way too?
I wish we had the chance, to prove we are not just friends.
But i guess we just have to wait,
And let God do his thing.

And Im struggling here, for i don't know what.

You once told me,
If your prayer are not answered, you'd tell me the secret.
And do you know what i pray for?
I hope your prayer got stuck between the clouds, ;p
You don't have to tell me dear,
Coz i already know what you wish for and the secret you refused to tell me. ;)

May things run smoothly for you, FRIEND.

-ni sy reka, bkn copy paste, sekian-

You may not know this, but you DO mean something to me. ironic.

2010-09-25T01:27:00.004+08:00

Yes, you actually do mean something to me too. It's a shame we can't do anything about it now. I'm sorry for all the troubles you've gone through. I wish i could help, FRIEND.

Style of you hair,
Shape of your eyes and your nose,
The way you stare,
As if you see right through to my soul.

It's your left hand and the way
That it's not quite as big as your right,
The way you stand in the mirror
Before we go out at night.

Our quiet time,
Your beautiful mind.

They're all part of the list,things that i missed,
Things like your funny little laugh,
Or the way you smile, or the way we kiss

What i noticed is this,
I come up with something new,
Every single time that i sit and reminisce.

The way your sweet smell,
Lingers when you leave a room.
Stories you tell as we lay in bed all afternoon.

I dreamed you now every night,
In my mind is where we meet,
And when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
Invading your space.

And you live in my memories,
Forever more i swear.

;)

it was awesome!! need i say more?

2010-09-20T10:16:00.007+08:00

i'll upload more afterwards. got class!! *_*

Finally, getting my underwater license. ;)

2010-09-17T00:07:00.005+08:00

hah! I Still remember ade sorunk manusia ni, dgn kata2 berunsurkn perli "next trip, kalau pegi pulau tak pegi bawah air, tak guna aaaaa.....baik pegi swimming pool je :)"

So to you and you and you! yg dr dlu suro ak amik diving license, well here i am guys! in Perhentian, on my way to get my diving certificate by PADI. Korang2 tggu yee, xlame lg i'll b joining u guys to diving trip!! weeehooo.but itupon kalo ade org sponsor, muahahaha..wek maso skunk ni, den xmampu lg. Student la katakn. heheh.

But still, at least when i have my license, i can go to any dive trips anytime i want. ;))
Ouh, can't wait to have my license and can't wait to have my 1st scuba dive tomorrow!! ^_^

Dengan ini, saya ingin mengucapkn ribuan terima kasih kepada keluarga yg memberi sokongan moral dan financial bg menjayakn proses pembikinan lesen ini. muahahaha..
Hope we all could do our best tomorrow! To Dad and Eliy, esok quiz, jgn troo aku! nnt markah korunk lagi tggi. xaci. main tpoo. Besides, it's only theory. Kalo marks tggi, tp dlm air hampeh pon xgune gak. so same2 la kite doakn tomorrow everything will be ok for all of us. May God bless us all. amin. weeeee!

*can't sleep coz too excited for tomorrow's dive. Or not. Actually, I have insomnia*
That's why i decided to blabber about this trip.muahahhahaa. Enjoy reading! ^_^

OUH, BEFORE I FORGET. I TAKE THIS COURSE UNDER MY BELOVED BROTHER-IN-LAW's DIVE CENTER, UID(UrbanIsland Divers). Please do visit their FB site if u're interested. or maybe u could just pm me, and i'll provide you with the details! ;)

Just the Thought of you can make me dizzy.. (_) haiisshhh!!

2010-09-08T21:04:00.006+08:00

Tolong laaahhh..u're not even here yet, but already caused a trouble??? smpi skrg kepala bedenyut2.. SEE..this is what im talking about, when u're not around, everything was soooooooooooo simple. And suddenly u came into the picture, pergh! bole meletop kepala gua beb!

i just hope we could stick together. cmon, we are both practically grown ups. Perlu ke gadoh hal2 yg BUDAK SEKOLAH je salu gadoh.

PENING

I cant stand with your complaints, jelousy and narrow minded anymore. Please, if u're not happy with me, just go.

-Kepala Hampir Pecah sbb JANTAN,Lame-

(-_-)

Alhamdulillah. If it's true GOD, Im so thankful to YOU. my prayer has been answered. I LOVE YOU GOD. :')

2010-09-05T15:47:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah. All praise be unto the Almighty ALLAH.

If what he said is true, Im so thankful to You, GOD. My prayer has been answered. I pray that you will guide him to the right path and open his heart to accept and embrace ISLAM in his life.

Please ease his burden so that he could convert with no obstacles and rejection from his family. It would be better if You could open his family's heart too and save them from the suffering and punishment in the after life.

Please GOD, whatever it is. im thankful to yo GOD.

Sapekah Gerangan laki-laki itu. Ahli musik??? Lawyer??? Tukang repair?? errkkk?

2010-09-05T14:01:00.006+08:00

(-_-)

Mom, Malu maakkk oiiii..jgn la tny soklan2 sebegitu rupe. rase mcm sgt hine je..kasihan makhluk Allah yg sorunk tuh.

The important thing is, they worked their ass off to earn money. right??

Haha, to all makhluk2 Allah kt luar sane, haaa. The best quality girls want from boys is EDUCATION. So you'll have better and more secure future ahead. and your JOB defines you. did u know that?

So, kepada mat2 rempik, mat2 lepak, and segala mat yg ade, yg xrety nk pg skola and memanjang ponteng, korunk pk2 blik, "eh, ni kalo ak ponteng skola ni kang xdpt awek hot2, dpt minah kilang je da beso nnt, sape suruh xsdty btol2. pdn muke ak."

Pengajaran nye di sini ialah:
1- stdy betol2
2- xpyh sebok becintan cintun zmn skola, kompom xjdik punye. it's the HORMONES talking.
3- get a good education, then get a good job. So that u'll get a SUPERFINE girl. okie love??

trust me, besusah susah dahulu. bersenang senang kemudian ye anak2.

nnt jd mcm hamba Allah ni ha, xpasal2 dimalukn bcoz of his career. ouh, so not fair. i know it's mean, but that's just how the world works nowadays. Im sorry, but didn't mean to contempt anyone. i just don't want my mom or my family looked down on my friends. They may not understand ppl who has to work from below eventhough Im cool with it. I don't give a shit actually what kind of job u're doing. as long as u're capable provide the basic needs and live in moderate lifestyle. FINE BY ME BRO. ^_^

the Most chaotic trip ever. * copied from darleen's blog*

2010-09-01T16:45:00.008+08:00

ok, since im too lazy ass nk tulis about the trip, and my beloved fren already post it in her blog. So i was thinking, kalo copy paste pon best jugak ni. hehe. *jgn mara ea dalen, ni kire ak share blog ko la ni* ;p

hakcipta terpelihara *DARLEEN PUNYE*

p/s : kalau nk tgk gambar2 kecil di bawah ne, click je kat gambar tu, k!. wee~~!
PENGEMBARAAN YANG MENCABAR... ECEH!!

nak dijadikan ceritera. aku yg plan nk pergi melaka. mula2 patutnya berdua dgn fandy je. tp bila pk2 blk, boring pule berdua. so, kitorg menjemput la rakan2 baik masing2. kwn2 fandy termasuklah :
akmal hakim
amirul
afiq

manakala kwn2 aku pule :
naqyah
siti khadijah

kita pendekkan cerita la kan. aku, fandy dgn qyqy dr rumah, menuju ke shah alam. janji dgn eja jmpe kat sana sekali dgn akmal, mirul dan afiq sbb dorg ne baru abes test pagi tu. kitorg gerak dr kl dlm kul 1 cmtu dengan menaiki ikan paus aka naza ria! ngam2 7 org. so, jimat sket bw 1 kete je kan.

so, sampai je kat melaka, kitorg terus lepak kat dataran pahlawan. si akmal ne sebok cari seluar jeans. last2 dia beli kat padini. yg si qyqy ne pulak, xsmpai 10 minit, kejap je da bli baju kat nichii. haha.. dia mmg shopaholic sunggoh!!

then, kitorg bergambar ape sume, mmg habis fun la kan..tibe waktu berbuka, kitorg buka kat chicken rice shop. mmg aku pun melantak sebanyak mungkin, sbb kelaparan!

tp,akhirnya, aku juge yg seksa, sbb bila perot da masuk angin, mkn xhenggat dunia, ulu hati aku pun sakit. tp pasrah dgn keadaan kan, aku gagahkan juga jln kat jonker walk. konon nye, hajat di hati nk mkn la asam laksa baba nyonya tu. KECEWA!! kedai tutup! xharus betul lah! da la dari jauh dtg.. haihh....

pastu lepas bergambar puas sume, kitorg berkaraoke!! 2 jam karaoke, lalu masing2 letih, nk balik. sblm merempuh highway, kitorg g mkn dulu kat mcd. bersahur dulu, takot terlepas kan..

nak dijadikan climax trip ne. haha. kat TENGAH TENGAH highway tu, 2 km sblm tiba R&R Ayer Keroh tu, ikan paus tiba2 buat hal!!!! haha!!! mujur dia boleh jln, tp bayangkan lah kan, boleh gerak 20 km/h je. hahaha. sadis!!

dipendekkan cerita, selepas kitorg hubungi PLUS RONDA, dorg check, gearbox rosak. then, kononnya la kan, si akmal ne ingt kereta tu ada insurans kurnia. rupanya, kereta tu sbnrnya under etiqa. haha!! tp da call etiqa, dia xangkat sbb dorg tutup lagi. ahad kan..

solution terakhir, akmal call parents dia.. dan kami akhirnya diselamatkan oleh mak ayah dia dan tepat jam 1pm camtu, baru lah tiba kat shah alam.!! bayangkan!! berapa jam aku xtdo????? pergghh.. yg laen, boleh tdo dlm kereta dgn puasnya..

tp, walau mcm mana pun.. we had fun!!!! ouh.. best gile!! lihat je lah pada gmbr2 ne. happy kann..

If you have problem with me, Come and confront me like a real man, instead of bitching people on your status, A*Hole.

2010-08-23T15:20:00.005+08:00

Correct me if im wrong, but if you DO have problem with me being close to your BEST FRIEND, be a gentleman, tell it to my face. don't go publicly bitching people as if u're sooo great, famous and all. Please, u're only a KG boy from nowhere trying to act like city boi. pfft.

And let me make things clear for you,1st; im not the one chasing him back. He approached me 1st.
2nd: i told him yeaaarrrrssss ago, just let it go. don't hold ur feelings. and don't put hopes on me coz i will never ever get back with him coz the only feeling i have for him is, love for a friend. Not more, not less. I've told him tooo many times. and even so, he just can't get enough of me. I'm trying to be nice by not ignoring him. and you should know better, if he told you the truth, you would know how many times we have discussed about this.

But maybe you look at it at the wrong perspective. I'm not trying to give him hopes or anything. I AM JUST TRYING TO BE NICE AS A FRIEND. It's never my intention to played him or gave him false hope. Yes, we used to be in love, but ppl change, feelings change. Most of the time, ppl will MOVE ON. But in his CASE, he REFUSED to move on. So don't blame me for his own incapability and weakness.

So to YOU, seriously, if you don't like seeing me be friend with your BESTFRIEND again, just tell me, i won't bother him anymore. No need to be sarcastic. Sume da besar panjang. blaja tggi2, gune otak sket. OK?

I Love YOU, GOD.

2010-08-18T02:46:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah, everything went well and it has certainly opens up my mind and makes me think thoroughly about this situation. it makes me realize how things could change easily if God wants to. You are indeed the Powerful Almighty, which could turns thing upside down in a split second. And i realize it now. I want to make a vow to myself, i promise i will change as best as i could with YOUR help, and i don't want to have my past repeated in my future. I have to be strong. I need to strengthen my will, and my faith to God. Insya'allah, everything will be alright. at least, i hope so.

and for those who think it's too late to change, you're wrong. Never stop yourself from changing just because you think you'd stray too far and can never go back. If there's a will, there's a way. God will always be with you, if you are in the right path with the right heart. and i hope, this time around, it would be my turn to change and find my own path again. when things are not complicated with no dilemma or whatsoever.

I know how someone could change and turn our life upside down in just a second, and most of the time, not in the good way. But you have to remember, everything happens for a reason. Your job is to find the reason and learn from your past. yup, that's what past for, to teach you to be more mature, think wiser and choose carefully. Never make decision out of anger, excitement or in any kind of unstable emotion and mind. Take your time, think wisely, and try see things from the future aspect. What are the possible consequences and does the pros outweigh the cons. This is my mistake, never think thoroughly, and never think of the outcomes. But Im still thankful to God, coz now i have learnt my lesson and i will choose and act wisely. Never ever make decisions that could impaired your bright future, for example from the education aspect, or even career aspect. Never let anyone be the reason you can't focus on your study, you lose golden opportunity just because of sweet promises they've made to you. Not until they really show the efforts and result.

This whole situation had got me thinking, is it really worth it? Do i need to bear with all these? I know i have better choices, but can i really make wise decisions? Can i stand with the persuasion, temptation and all? I pray to God, and hope i could. Insya'allah.

...

2010-08-16T18:41:00.003+08:00

Ya Allah, terlalu besar dugaan mu pada ku di Bulan Ramadhan ini.

16 august 2010, Isnin.

tak pernah sekali pon dlm hidop ak di beri dugaan sebegini rupa. Sesungguhnya Kau maha Berkuasa dan mampu melakukan apa sahaja dalam sekelip mata. No wonder i feel this Ramadhan will be different, never knew this kind of obstacle would come. Kau benar2 telah memberi ujian terhadap diriku dan memberi kesedaran yg teramat jelas. Sekiranya diizinkan Kau agar semua ini berakhir mengikut kehendak ku, akan ku cuba sedaya upaya ku dan akan ku kuatkn iman ku agar perkara sebegini tidak berulang lagi. tidak pernah niat ak untuk melakukan perkara2 yg keji, dan akan ku pastikn tidak akan pernah wujud perkara2 sebegini dlm hidupku.

I know this is all my fault, always take things lightly and never think of the possible consequences. Ya Allah, sempena bulan Ramadhan yg mulia ini, berikanlah ak petunjuk dan kekuatan untuk hidup berlandaskan syariat mu. Show me the right path again. I don't want to be lost forever. Berikan aku dan dia hidayah supaya kami mendpt kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat. Jika itu takdir Kau. amin amin ya rabbal'alamin

Ramadhan's back!! ^_^

2010-08-09T21:11:00.003+08:00

Yeaaayyy!!Ramadhan's here again. and this time, Im gonna utilize this sacred month. When i look back, i'd wasted these golden opportunities to redeem myself these past couple of years and didn't think of the benefits and the pleasure of having Ramadhan again. Alhamdulillah, I'm thankful to the Almighty God for giving me the chance to celebrate it this year. If it's God's will, i'll try my best not to miss tarawikh each night and i really really really really really do want to be a better person. Only my will isn't strong enough. So i hope this time around, i could CHANGE, for GOOD. i want to be better in so many ways so i could have a better life, better attitude, better grades?*heheh* and most importantly, a better future for me and my loved ones.

And i hope this Ramadhan will bring air of change*in a good way,i mean* to all Muslims around the world, may GOD be with us and bless us all. And tomorrow will be the last day for us to eat publicly tanpa segan silu. muahahhahaa. Eat as much as you can sista, coz starting from the day after, all your cravings have to wait til dusk!! ;p

Semoga kite dpt menjalani bulan Ramadhan dgn hati yg terbuka n tenang.
Ouh ye, kpd yg dh keje, ikat perut kuat sket, sbb korunk kene bg dwet raye dkt ak lg!!!! wawawawawa..

ape2 pon, wish u guys happy ramadhan and selamat berpuasa anak2!!! ^_^

-Naqyah tgh baik-

Peminat ke stalker? hahaha!

2010-08-08T03:10:00.003+08:00

eh2..sy ade peminat laa..eyh jap..peminat ka? copycat ka? or stalker ka? Muahahahhahaha.. LAWAK..xpe2.sy berbesar hati.time kasih la yeeee...
lalalallalalaa...

sorry guys, didn't feel like updating my blog. Maybe when i'm in my Blogging mood, i'll update OKie! ^_^

happy face

2010-07-31T00:48:00.002+08:00

u made all doubts disappear when u call me love. I'm glad u called. ^_^
be brave Love, love u with all my heart.

that dream, again?

2010-07-30T07:46:00.002+08:00

why do i have to have such dreams?? is it a sign? last 2 nights i dreamt he brings other girl back with him from the training. And last night, i dreamt he lied to me about his whereabouts and i was so pissed off, i broke up with him. And the weird thing is, he haven't call me since i had the 1st dream and it was 4 days ago. He usually call me on weekdays, seldom on weekend coz of the long queue. But this week he only called me once. hmmm, It must be a sign. There must be something wrong coz i always have a strong intuition when it comes to him.*sigh*

i don't know what to think. I'll just pray to God, hoping everything will be fine. If i'm not meant to be with him God, give me Sign that is clear enough for me to think that it was definitely a sign from You. please God, Amin.

pnt

2010-07-28T18:52:00.002+08:00

nk kte.pnt.xlrt hari2 mcmni. lemau. bosan menunggu. boring, penat. mak. nk kte?

Bad Bad dream. again.

2010-07-28T11:10:00.003+08:00

I had a bad dream last night. Perlu ke mimpi2 mcmtu? sob3. Bgn2 rase cm nk meletup je. Tapi nasib baek la mimpi je.. Ouuuhhh. how i wish it would never happen in real life. Or ppl always said, what you'd dream of, would be opposite with real life situation. ke?

Again, i hope mimpi tu bkn some kind of petunjuk or something. Hny mainan tidor. Kalau lah mimpi tu happen in real life, i don't know how i would react. Erm, maybe akn mengamuk+gile meroyan satu kampung dlu, g attack org2 berkenaan. and make his life miserable. hahah! what a sweet REVENGE. ;)

Scuba Diving in Perhentian Island. By UrbanIsland Divers

2010-07-20T12:36:00.011+08:00

For those who love beach, swimming, snorkeling or anything that has to do with the SEA, i would recommend you guys to take on dive lesson. You will not regret it. The experience of thrill and excitement when you're deep down under the sea, you wouldn't trade it for anything else in the world. Some say you would even get addicted to it! now, isn't that nice? hehe.

So i want to introduce you guys with this new dive shop owned by my brother-in-law and his friends. so here are the activities and services provided by UrbanIsland Divers.

ACTIVITIES/SERVICES:
- PADI Courses/Training
- Scuba Diving Trips & Excursions
- Underwater Exploration
- Snorkeling Trips
- Equipment Sales & Services
- Family Day
- Team Building

they also have new equipments and situated at Perhentian Besar, next to Samudra Resort.

As you can see they provide many services, but today i will focus on Getting your diving license. So, if you're planning to have a diving license, you have take an OPEN WATER session. For this open water session, the cost will be RM1100. But if you choose our package which includes accommodation + boat + meal for 4days 3nights, it'll only cost you RM1320 per person. I know it's a bit costly, but trust me, once you involved in this activity, you wouldn't regret it!

For more info, you can search them on FACEBOOK. Just type UrbanIsland Divers and you'll find it. Or if you're interested just msg me at my comment box and i will provide you with more details! thx for your time. ^_^

http://www.facebook.com/#!/group.php?gid=179552252017&ref=ts

Perhentian last minute call! ^_^

2010-07-17T19:53:00.004+08:00

Hey2, guess where am i right now? Im at Perhentian baby! This was soo last minute plan. I wasn't supposed to be here now, but kakngah offer me to tag along, and all expenses are sponsored! *what a life* coz she don't want to leave me alone at her house. She said; God knows what will happen if i live you here alone, at my house, with the car. pfft. sort of. she didn't say quite the exact. but i made my own conclusion. haha. So here i am, in front of my lappy, write an entry in my blog, facing the beach, while they prepare dinner. yup, Life's goooooooD~ ^_^

we went with her fren's van. and bwk mcm setan! but sonot! huhu.u can feel the adrenalin pumped in. hwahwa. so they came to our house around 10.30pm and lalu jalan dalam so mcm cpt sket smpi. around 6.30am da sampai jetty. have to wait for the boat at 7.30am. but ade complication sket, last2 nek boat around 9.45am. Sampai2 lepak kjap. then tuka bj and went for snorkeling by myself! haha.yelaa.yg len mn nk pndg snorkeling2 nih. sume stok diving je. sob3. i feel sooo hine. huhuhuh!

snorkeling kjap, then naek balik coz xbyk coral hidup, Ikan pon xbyk ;(. Lepak2 n mkn. then follow one of the group going for Discovery Scuba Diving (DSD) at Government Beach. They say the corals are very nice, so we went there. dorunk blaja dsd, i went snorkeling alone, again.haha. but it's true, the corals are so nice. macam2 species ikan jupe. yg mcm todak pon ade. but i don't know the name of the fish. mcm blueish todak. heheh.

After snorkeling, da lemau coz xcukup tdo dlm van td. Balik from the beach, mandi2 n hit the sack! perghh. tdo xhengat.lena gilee. nk maghrib br terbgn. and here i am, writing this entry. hehe. I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW

p/s: i really2 hope i could post some pictures, but unfortunately, phone xcanggeh, amik gamba pon pecah.wawawawa... xpe2, tggu ak keje sok, DSLR yg tercanggeh ak bli naty. ;p

Ok, False Alarm..hehe

2010-07-15T19:40:00.003+08:00

huuuu...after all the curses, finally the tutorial class has changed from 8 freakin AM to 4pm..yeayyy!!! Thank GOD!!! ;)

Im so relieved..now i can have my sleep back!!!! Weeeeeeeee!

fuck! class at 8 am???

2010-07-15T11:25:00.003+08:00

Fuck fuck fuck!!!!
not morning class!!
i fucking hate morning class.
10 am is early enough for me.
Now i have class at 8???????????????????
Shhhhhhiiiiit!!!

xkn nk kua uma pukul 6 kot??? gile keee???
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....xmo2
xbestttt

i need my sleep..
and i LOVE to SLEEP!!!
i don't wanna sacrifice my sleep because of some elective class!!
ggggrrrrr.

take a deep breath naqyah....
huuuuuhhhhhhhhh
I need to find solution for this. FAST.

OK,
1st choice. wake up at 6, take the bus to kl cntrl. fuck.
2nd choice. sleep at fiza's house so i dont have to wake up early. not going to happen. Im not comfortable staying there. and i dont want to be the 'penyemak'.

So,
The best choice is to take the bus to kl cntral and wake up at SIX FREAKIN IN THE MORNING!!!

sometimes u have to sacrifice something in life.
and there goes My BEAUTY SLEEP. (-_-) FUCK!

First day of school. ^_^

2010-07-13T23:21:00.005+08:00

Tuesday. Well actually, my 1st day of school supposedly was yesterday but i didn't attend any of the lectures coz i wasn't informed by anyone.sob3. Tapi xpe, br 1st week, if i miss this week lectures, it wont do much harm pon. coz now is the add and drop week. So we're bz registering and dropping subject this week. And lecturer pon, most of them. xkn mengaja sgt. xcept for certain yg sebok sgt nk habis cpt. haish. Lecturers nowadays, so heartless and selfish. they didn't give us time to settle down 1st in the 1st week. so not fair. Cube2 la paham, we need to reorganized our schedule many times bcoz of the time clash with other classes and other complications.haih. No wonder lah no IPT in Malaysia got the title IPT TERBILANG. If all the lecturers only care about their interest, instead of the students', mcmni la jdnye. and they blame it on us, the students. just great. (-_-)

Tgk?? i supposed to write an entry about my 1st day of school, but now it turns to be a complaint entry. Tu sbb ak xnk komplen byk2 kang lg meleret. xpasal2 kene smn ngn lecturers kang. hwahwahwa.

So i have 1 more subject to register manually. coz nk register thru online da full, tepakse tulis surat. so old school. and yeah, today is my 1st day living with kakngah at her house. heeeee... i can imagine my daily routine. It's going to be tiring. But in order to save more expense, i think this is the best choice i have for now. Bak kata nenek2, bersusah susah dahulu, b'relax2 kemudian. ;p

i really hope this year will be a good year for me. And try to change Naqyah, Be a better person like u promised before. For your own good. And i mean better in every ways. May GOD be with me through my journey. Amin. ^_^

clumsy me. (-_-')

2010-07-12T19:26:00.007+08:00

Monday. Ok today i planned to settle all things including manual registration for new sem, move my things to kakngah's house at kota damansara and post crys's stuff. So i woke up this morning around 7 and sent thaqif to lrt sg besi and went back home. 1st, i post crys's stuff using pos laju. ingatkn pos brg besar belas2 ringgit.tgk2 59 hengget!!! *kene claim nih*

Afterwards, i went straight to KD. ok, i have bad sense of direction. eventhough i know i should've gone straight, but i like to go de tour. took the wrong turn. thrice. *(-_-)* i know.patot duk kg je. jalan KL pon bole sesat. sambel menyeret2 beg yg besa gabak tuh. Ak rase hari ni sgt la serabai..da kua umah, bole patah blik amik smart tag. pg pos ofis, tny dlu bole pos brg beso x, then kua blik.pg billion. beli kotak n sugar paper. balot package in a car. hebat kn? mmg mcm haram ak bungkus. sumpah serabai harini.haha. Maybe i didn't get enough rest. Buat sume mende xkene.

Tapi yg plg best, kunci kete msok lubang toilet kt mapley!! sob3. seb bek ak xmembeser dlm tuh. ku kental kn hati, celup jugak tgn demi nk blik umah..wuuuuwuuu.

(ok, the picture may be a little too much)

Hope tomorrow will be better. Since tomorrow my 1st day of new sem! *perlu kumpul semangat ke kelas nih*

anyway, i'll b staying with my sis starting from tomorrow. Hope everything goes well. amin.

Putrajaya Weekends ;)

2010-07-10T11:27:00.008+08:00

it's 11.31 am, saturday. and im already at Putrajaya. Ok, i know it's not that early for most people. But it sure damn early for me since i usually awake around 12 or 1 pm. muahahhaa. The only reason i willingly woke up this morning is because i have to get to putrajaya before 9 coz i have this sailing photoshoot contest held at Putrajaya water park kot..heheh. Men blasah je ak.

Of course im not one of the participant, but I'm one of the crew! hehe. I don't even have camera, how the hell am i supposed to enter the contest? Today is the second day, they started yesterday until this sunday. yeah we got paid. Even though it's not that much, but the experience that counts. Since today there's not so many activities to do, i can't say much bout the event. Maybe tomorrow i will update the details. As for now, i just want to show off my new pic taken by asilah ku syg!muahahahhaha. ;P

p/s: will upload more by tomorrow. ;)

PUTRAJAYA WEEKENDS (part II)

i told ya i will update!!
on saturday.. kinda loads of work juge. we went back around 7 and we're all worn out! gile penat + pening agi. asik maen panas jee, snap sane, snap sini. Huhuh. Then on the way home, bole sala jalan plak!! elok2 nk ke Bangi, termelencong ke Cheras!! haih. But ade hikmah nye sosek tu. coz Eliy needs to see her mom. So after we went to see her mom, ktorunk blik dlm pukul 9 lebey kot. at first, nk dinner same2. but xjd coz asilah nk kene blik awal, and eliy totally kong.huhu.sian ko.

And On sunday, haaa..it was fun! but syg coz asila cant join us. she got 'other plan' dlm kata laen, ngedate.muahahhahaha. no lah. she needs to go for wedding event with her 'BOSS' hehe. So, it's just me and eLiy at the event. eventhough xramai org, but sonot coz ade org2 gile sekutu like us yg bole lyn kerenah kanak2 cumel mcm kami ni.wawawawawa... I thank all of you for the Experience and Joy for this whole 3days with you guys. ;) Kalo ade lg, don't hesitate to call us okie!!! ;)) ouh, and yeah. i promise to upload more pix aite. so here it is.

Ok, some of the pictures are not originally mine. i took it from other's pic folder in my laptop which they 'tumpang' transfer the other day. heheh.jgn mara yee..;)

the wedding

2010-07-07T14:47:00.010+08:00

Ok, I was really moved by this story I got from my sister. not sure whether it's true or not. but it really makes me think about life, and appreciate life more. Well, take a peek.

Her name is Katie Kirkpatrick, 21 yrs old. Next to her is her fiancé, Nick, 23.
This picture was taken prior to their wedding January 11th, 2005.
Katie has terminal cancer and spends hours in chemotherapy.
Here Nick awaits while she finishes one of the sessions...

Even in pain and dealing with her organs shutting down, with the help of morphine,
Katie took care of every single part of the wedding planning.
Her dress had to be adjusted several times due to Katie 's constant weight loss.

An expected guest was her oxygen tank. Katie had to use it during the ceremony and reception.
The other couple in this picture is Nick's parents, very emotional with the wedding and to see their
son marrying the girl he fell in love when he was an adolescent.

Katie , in a wheel chair listening to her husband and friends singing to her.

In the middle of the party, Katie had to rest for a bit and catch her breath.
The pain does not allow her to stand for long period of time.

Katie died 5 days after her wedding. To see a fragile woman dress as bride with a beautiful smile
makes you think... happiness is always there within reach, no matter how long it lasts.....
lets enjoy life and don't live a complicated life. Life is too short.

Work as if it was your first day.
Forgive as soon as possible.
Love without boundaries..
Laugh without control
and never stop smiling.
Please pray for those suffering from cancer.
We all have close to our heart.
Keep this going.
Prayers are always answered.

ok, this is the full version of the story but i would like to add a little more.
this story reminds me to be thankful for everyday i've lived. Be thankful for everything i have and life's too short to be upset with little things. Appreciate what you have now and you'll live your life. Insyallah. ;)

you're my Angel ;)

2010-07-07T00:48:00.004+08:00

you're my angel, *inspired by one of the songs from talent time sound track*

Im listening to this song, titled angel by atilia and i was thinking of you.
you didn't call me today. im sad. but what can i do. i just have to wait day by day patiently for your call. if u call, that's a good news for me, if u dont, i just have to wait and wait until you call me. Eventhough we talk just for couple of minutes, i was happy when i hear your voice. But sympathized at the same time, coz i can hear your sore voice. too many training and screaming and shouting i guess. *sigh*

Each night, i think of you. How we fight, how you make me laugh, the way you merajuk2 ayam yg buat i rasa mcm nk sepak2 muke you. ;)
I really miss all those moments, but i have to be strong and get myself together to face the world alone. ;(

Well. Classes start next week.i used to have you by my side anywhere anytime and now i feel like I'm scared to go out by myself. If it was 2 years ago, i would have no problem going out by myself with no one to accompany me. But now, i feel like I'm so vulnerable and can't do things by my own. You'd take care of me too good too much til i become too dependent on you. I'm not the same INDEPENDENT GIRL i used to be years ago because of you. Guess i have to learn to be independent from start.

Missing You, <3 you.

p/s: no matter how far you are, no matter how long it takes him. Through distance and time, i'll be waiting.

blissfully blessed

2010-07-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

I don't need a man, with big house, big job, big cars, even big personality. All i need is a man with a big HEART. And a big FAMILY to support me in everything i do. and today, i want to express how thankful i am for having such family and boyfie. Yup, they do have big heart eventhough sometimes i feel like they're exploiting me. ;p

Have you ever wish, "if only i could have parents as cool as them" or "as rich as them", or anything similar to that situation. Well you should give it a thought first before you wish for anything that you'll regret wishing later. Everyone has their flaws. no one's perfect and there's no such thing as a PERFECT family, guy or whatever. the word PERFECT itself can brings different meaning to different people. Maybe for her, perfect guy means men with big dough or men with face like Leonardo Decaprio. And maybe for him, perfect girl would be Girl with big titties or pretty face, or daughter of tan sri, funny girl and etc. so? just be thankful for what you have, and appreciate them as long as they're with you. Eventually, their flaws could slowly turn to one of their strength with positive attitude and respond from surrounding people, don't you think? If u don't trust me, give it a shot. pick someone u think deserve to be a better person, Appreciate them more, treat them better and you'll see the result. remember. If you want people to treat you right, Treat them as how you want them to treat you. *betol ke ayat? errr..not sure*

All i want to say is, since he's away and i'd spend most of my time with my family, it makes me realize how generous and kind hearted my family is. i mean deep deep down inside, they do love me and treat me like their little sister that still needs protection and pampering. hehe. *untung jd ank last ;p*

I love you guys with all my heart, I promise when I start working, i will pay back all your good deeds. thx mom, dad and sibs.

<3 u guys. oh, not to forget, <3 for my mok too. i miss you the most dear. may god bless you, and protect you from all harm syg. ;)

i want YOU!! only you!

2010-06-28T04:31:00.000+08:00

i want you!! only you!!!!
can't believe it's time for you to leave. even though only 3month, but still 3months is long enough for me to miss you like craaaaaaazeeeyy!!
don't want you to leave, but i can't stop you.
i want you.i want you.i want you.no one else but you. i realize that now. it's you i need. YOU!!!!

waaaaaaaaa...mok don't leave me alone here..sob3. T_T

to you syg, i love u so so much. we've been through alot together. senang susah xpernah sendiri.always with you. sehat saket, with you, gembira sedih marah, with you. i don't want you to go away, far from me. i want u here with me. sedih. u're going in 3 days. i'm not sure if i really can handle with you going away.

SAYANG U MOK!!!!!

p/s: please don't go. T_T

Unknown Evil Virus!!

2010-06-28T00:10:00.001+08:00

Okay, im not sure from whom did arish get the infection. But i'm sure it's not from me. I think. heheh. well, maybe it's from me. But i didn't have the fever just cough, flu, sore throat and dizziness. errr..on second thought, maybe it was from me. =_='

It started after we got back from one of my cousin's wedding at Melaka. On monday, arish's temperature started to shoot up til 38'C. poor arish. at 1st we thought because of his first new tooth. But after 3days, his condition looked worse. We went to the clinic and right away he had to be warded because of dehydration and low blood platelet i think. The dr claimed there were some sort of virus in his body but they're unable to identified what kind of virus. 3 days later, with God's will arish sehat walafiat.

But unfortunate for mom, she got infected by arish. only worse. tu la mak, yg mak p doa saket arish pg kt mak knape. huhu. so mum's warded at hospital serdang. my god!! nk menunggu doc bapak lame!!! can u imagine we had to wait from 11 am until 7 br mak dpt masok bilik wad. poor mom, ak rase sume org yg saket p hospital serdang tu bertambah saket kene tggu berjam2. melampau sgt lamenye. when we complaint to the doc, de ckp. sbb hospital serdang sbnrnye utk saket2 yg memerlukan specialist je, but since ramai sgt org yg dtg, even org yg saket biase2 je, de dh jd mcm hospital gov. btol ke? kalo da tau org rmi g sane, transfer la doc2 biase dkt sane.gileeeee....haih. kene masok 2 bags of blood coz dr said her hemoglobin dropped almost half. sgt merisaukn. looks like the virus suck ppl blood internally.creepy.

thank god mom only warded for 3 days. today, already discharge. moga2 makin sihat ok mum! ;)don't worry, i will take care of you. Luv you much much!!

ByeBye mok..sob3 (T_T)

2010-06-21T01:26:00.000+08:00

When you're gone it feels like, my whole world has gone with you. i thought love would be my cure, but now it's my disease. i tried to act mature, but I'm a baby when you leave. How can i ever get used, to be without you. ;(

I'm hoping all the best for you love, be brave, be strong. xmo homesick. don't be sad and don't let people bully you ok mok?? please, please, please, take care of yourself. no one will be there to take care of you. So you have to learn how to live by your own and be independent. I will pray for your safety and success over there. and i hope u could learn something new and valuable to you. Hope it'll teach you important values in life and turns you into a better person.

I will hold to your promise as u told me your main purpose and goal after u finished your training. And you don't have to worry love, i won't go messing around behind your back. Instead, i will be waiting for you, right here and I'm not going anywhere until you came back. coz when you're gone, you'll take my heart with you and it'll stay there till GOD takes me away from you, Insyallah.

And you know what? i haven't told you before, but you are the ONLY person that could bring out the WORST and BEST in me at the SAME TIME. and i thank you for that, and made me realize how important i am in this world, same as how important you are to me. ;) *im starting to babbling, have to stop before it gets any worse*

my <3 goes to you Love, always...

I HEART YOU, mok.

-xoxo-

u think u so hot??wtf siot...budget gle...

2010-06-19T01:41:00.001+08:00

haha..i never consider myself hot..bad tempered yes..y? jeles eyh? hahhahaha

Ask me anything, i'll try to answer it at my best. ;)

weirdest dream i've ever had

2010-06-17T17:10:00.001+08:00

so last night before i went to sleep, watch couple of episodes of chuck while i ate satay kajang hafez bought earlier for my newlywed cousin with her parents came from malacca. after finished watching 2 episodes, i was ready to go to bed. Then i woke up this morning, realize i just had the weirdest dream ever. well, its about errr..someone who got nothing to do with me whatsoever, well maybe not directly. i dreamed she followed us to the island trip we had few weeks back for my sis' wed.remember? yeah, that trip.so she followed us, but i have no freaking idea who invited her??so in the dream, i didn't talk to her at all. she was like all blur and clueless why the hell she had to be there. until we went back home at bangi. i try to talk to her. and next thing i know, i blurt out all his past dark secret and bad things he had done behind her back when she was his girl.and she was like, couldn't believe what i've just said and she looked pretty disappointed too. and suddenly i woke up!

ok. it was weird, why..of all the people, i have to dreamed bout her?we never even met??and i never talked to her!! what the hell is this supposed to mean? have i turn to obsessed freak? to someone i barely knew??or was i obsessed with his past?? hmmm..i think it's not obsession. it's paranoid crap minded me!! *heavy sigh*

i can't live like this anymore.what the fuck??? don't i have my own life to be busy with?? why the fuck should i care about other stupid girl from his past?? why should i be so fucking worry about her taking back what once belong to her? when she didn't even give a damn about him?? yup.it's a crap talk. my crappy mind stimulates crappy thoughts of crappy things about that crappy girl and my fucking crappy man!!

Oh GOD, i desperately need to be with God, so i can find peace and calm my paranoid mind. please Almighty GOD, help me find my peace and stay in it! i hate this paranoid, insecure thinking of mine. maybe it's best we're separated for awhile. so that i can look back, and think what when wrong and i can fix myself before things get any worse.

-self motivation naqyah, self motivation-

p/s: wanna go to bukit ampang before he goes, sooo badly.;(

busy june!!!

2010-06-14T02:11:00.000+08:00

it's 2.12 am.and im still awake.ok.this month has been the busiest month ever!! so many works have to be done.but already done la kan..since now im posting it to the blog.pfft.

at the end of may, my sister's had her akad nikah. and the reception were held at pulau perhentian on the next weekend. so u could just imagine how busy we were, running here and there, trying to settle everything at one time.kunon2 superwoman la kan.it was hectic..poning palo den.

then settle akad nikah.we have one week to prepare for the reception dkt pulau.we planned to have barbecue on the arriving night.*sory, rase mcm sala penggunaan english ak, but ak mcm high, so lantak la eh* since yg sponsor barbecue tu our family, guess sape yg kene peram2 ayam jadah sume tu? of course la kami anak branak!!*anak branak only includes aku,mak,kaklong,crys* yg len xbrp nk tolong n mmg ade yg xrety nk tolong lgsg.no need to go into details.nnt ade yg trase eventhough ak tau korunk xkn bkk blog ak..muahhahahah..sronok nih kalo nk kutok korunk dlm ni.seb bek ak adik yg bek, xsuke ngumpat adek bradek sndri.haha!

back to the story, so we have one week left to prepare for the event at Perhentian.penat, sbb ak sorunk yg duk uma dr pg smpi mlm.so i can say, i did most of the works, tp mak lg byk kot.hehe.de SUPERWOMAN ok??? xdikire..but still, i think i did most of it.she's just the commander of the house. so abes seminggu tu ak abdikn diri dt rumah tersayang. then patotnye ktorunk gerak mlm khamis around 10pm, djadualkn smpai besut around 9 am.butttt...janji melayu kn.last2 gerak kol 11.30pm, smpi 12 tgahri! muahhahaha..trok2~ time smpi jetty besut, OMG we were all already worn out!! penat gile travel for more than 12 hours in a bus! sbb pit stop bus ni byk sgt.haha. FYI, we booked the whole bus for the trip, so paham2 je la masing2 ngade2 kejap2 nk suro bus stop.nk tekucil la.nk tekujat laa.haih,ponek den!

then sampai jety besut, we take the SLOW MO boat.ggrrr..ni sorunk lg.slow sangat boat de!!! arrrggghhh..if we took the speed boat in only takes half an hour, instead, we have to ride on this slow mo boat which it took us 1 hour to reach Perhentian..bluuueeewwwwhhhh..penat!

but the important thing is, we arrived at Perhentian safely. Alhamdulillah.thank God.;)we had barbecue on that night, the next day is the BIG DAY.oouuhh..at 1st, everything was like, a MESS!!BIGG MESS! but things slowly go as planned.ade la cacat cela sini situ.but Alhamdulillah still dpt title wedding of the year from the cousins.heheh *tumpang bangge on behalf of the roslim's clan ;p* thx cozs for being such sport.

dah pnt after wed, everyone had fun playing all around the island as if pulau tu kita yg punya.muahahaha.we went for snorkeling, some playing beach volley ball, others just hang out and chit chat + gossiping (aktiviti harus la kn).

on sunday,after bfast smpt ak ajk mok g snorkeling dkt shark point, and lucky me, i saw two baby sharks, try to follow em, tp de swim lju sgt, somput den.x larat nk kjr.huhu.tp puas ati sbb dpt tgk baby shark.;)

nk dljukn cter, gerak from pentian to besut around 2.smpi besut, we had lunch with besut's DO. my dad's cuosin's husband.make sense?? then grk KL.we arrived around 2am.
huh, slmt pergi, slmt pulang. Alhamdulillah.;)

ok.itu cter last week.this weekend plak, cousin's wed dkt mlake.so saturday morning grak mlake,tdo sane.akad mlm sabtu n sanding ahad.so pap pung pap pung, maka setel lah stu kenduri. ni br smpi bngi from mlake. and next week reception at groom's house pulak..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh..pnat oi! seb bek la ak cuti lg.weekdays org sebok kje, ak sebok merehatkn bdn kt umh.muahahaha. bestnye jd student~~~weeeweee.

ouh yes, pastu ceyla mntk tmn g tgk photoshoot nye place, so smpt jgk de snap few pics of me.heee.thx ceyla for the pix n kenny's.hehe.

ok.there's one bad/good news.depends on how u look at the situation.but for me its a half good half bad news,coz my mok2 will go for his 3mnth police training at kuching on July 1st. ;( sad. but for the sake of his future.i have to let em go. mok training elok2 ok.jgn gatai2 n jgn homesick2 pulak.maloo je da beso2 homesick,taw mok taw.

done.i think its time for me to sign off.pjg sgt da ney. lapo perot sbb idea kering.muahahaha..nanyte everybody!! muahx2!

ouh, p/s: here some of the pix of my past weeks activity.

so u answered is having him by ur side,everytime needed..then who is the best person that u ever had or in realation with? be honest!

2010-06-08T12:40:00.001+08:00

hahahaha..u think??? im proudly to say, my current mok is the best guy i've ever dated..he'd do anything for me, n sacrifice his own needs juz to fulfil my childish needs..he's the only one could stand my mood swing, 'gila sawan', gile meroyan, and other types of gila u could think of..trust me, u need alot of patience to be with me.. he knows how to cheer me up. he'd do anything juz to see me happy..
<3 u mok

so there u go..satisfied?

btw, y do u curiously wanna know?

Ask me anything, i'll try to answer it at my best. ;)

Do Not Exploit ME!!!

2010-05-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

eeeee...getting tired day by day..asik keje3!! da mcm org suruhan plak!! pastu yg len balik, tau2 nk megarah ak itu ini..i know my work xla berat mn..tp kalo dr start ak celik mata, smpai mlm sume nk harapkn ak je yg nk wat mnde kt uma ni..superman pon bole resign awl taw x!

da la ak jenis, slagi keje xsiap xkn mkn..coz i know when im full, mule lah mate berat nk mapus..wat keje pon lembab mcm sipot, kompom mls nk smbg wat blik..last2 smpi mlm ak xmkn, xmndi..haisshhhhhh...bole cepat tua la ini macam!!

-i didnt get enough sleep
-too many chores to do in so little time
-what i hate the most, pnat2 ak kmas..esok uma tunggang langgang balik!

oi! bkn nye ade bdk2 kecik pon kt uma ni nk nyepahkn umahh..sume da besa pjg, da bole kawen, n da ad ank pon..xkn pinggan sndri xrety bsh??tpt tdo sndri xrety kmas?? kalo ak xkmas, pastu blik nk memekak kt ak; "naqyah ko ni duk uma satu hari suntuk xrety kms umah ke?" What The FUCK?? sume yg sepah2 tu korunk punye brg, korunk nye tpt,korunk punye sisa mknn. xrety bsh sndri ke?? tau la korunk keje..mak pon keje jgk.boleh je ak tgk mak msk dinner tok korunk?? xkn mnde2 kecik tu xrety nk wat sndri? abes tu kalo ak xde kt umah? kompom berulat satu umah..smph ak da kumpul pon xrety nk tlg buangkn..pinggan sndri?? lg harapan lah nk bsh kn??

kalo takat mak abh, ak xkesah..sbb dorunk da tua, mmg ptot pon ak wat..masaelahnye yg laen2 kudrat masing2 kuat2 lg...xkn keje sket pon xley wat?lembik ke? jantan2 kt umah ni? mcm xde jntn je..sume pemalas...hiiiissssyyyyyy...geram laaaa!!!! alih2 sume mnde ak yg kene wat..sume tuding kt ak..AKU! AKU! AKU! AKU!!

patot la ak sronok duduk kolej, blik umah sume wat ak mcm maid..
ak ni da dikire di eksploitasi da nih!!

and this saturday, my sis's wed..just great!! extra chores 4 me!! fuck.

im too exhausted to do more work..

fuck fuck fuck!
xmo,xbek mencarut.

astargfirullahhal'azim
astargfirullahhal'azim
astargfirullahhal'azim

Ya Allah, bg la ak kekuatan fizikal dan mental bg hari2 yg bakal mendatang..
biar eklas sket hati ni,n bukak kn sket hati and mata dorunk tu..supaya sdr tanggungjawab msg2..pliz3...

p/s: stop exploiting me!!!! ggrrrr

fully utilized day, i may say.

2010-05-22T01:51:00.001+08:00

sape kate cuti sem student duk uma tekangkang membesarkn perot je??
well, not for me.*dgn nada bangga sket*

knpkah ak xsempat nk membesarkn perot ketika sem break? bcoz i've become a full time maid at home with no wage given..*untung mak dpt aku*haha..

so td bgn pg....errr,ptg dlm kol 2.*sorry mok, xsempat kejotkn.sumpah xdgr alarm lgsg.huhu* then bgn2 wash up JE..musim cuti ak mengamalkn mandi sehari bg menjimatkn penggunaan air.muahahhaha..mls la nk mndi..nnt mndi awl2..pastu wat keje,ploh2 blik..masam jugak.better mndi bile keje sume da siap.bkn ade org nk pelok ciom ak pon..except for ARISH!!sian arish,smpi masam makcu ciom de..wawawa.

ok2, then after wash up..went down for brakfast,tgk2 nasi goreng sape tah smlm punye ade lg..*i guess it was dad's sbb ad cili api, and de sorunk je mkn salu xabes.so it must be his* ciom2, elok lg nih...so ak improvise dgn msk sramble egg untuk meneman nasik smlm.*lapa punye pasal, ak bedal je ape yg ade.bkn malas OK! nk mengelakkn pembaziran ;p*

then after i had my brunch*since it was 2pm already,consider as my brunch la jgk.haha* time to work!work!work! washed the dishes, clean up the living hall, washed the clothes, clear the porch, and etc..until 5 something..
OK, works all done.then mom's home,with arish..harapan ak tuk mndi lps wat sume keje punah.hahaha..*arish, kaw balik sume org xjd wat keje to x!!!naseb baek kaw comel*

dgn kemasaman tahap melampau akibat mnjadi bibik, ak layan c arish while waiting mom went to look for new toilet doors for my room and takep's..
lepas ak peram arish smpi de masam mcm ak, br dorunk blik.
ok, still xdpt mndi lg..kene pnskn nasik 'king of the king' ni, bg de mkn..then helped mom preparing dinner.about 8 o'clock br laaahhh ak dpt mndi..hwa3..*masam dow,dgn bj tdo dr pg..mmg sebijik mcm bibik dah!*

rasa teramat sgt puas n segar dpt mandi..ak sental2 bedal2 sume celah smpi di jamin kebersihannye..then siap2 mau nonton movie~!!! with mom,takep and mok. Mok da sampe kt bwh, mkn2 kt uma dulu..br gerak alamanda..the movie started at 9.40pm..we arrived around 9.45..punctual kan?? wawa! masok2 cte br je nk start..right on time~ ouh..b4 i forgot..we watched SHREK FOREVER AFTER..as usual,i would rate them 5/5..from shrek 1 until shrek 4..xpnh kecewakn ak..it's fucking hilarious dude! u gotta go and watch that movie. Quote that i like, the conversation between donkey and puss. Donkey; "you are a 'Cat'tastrophe!". puss; "well, you are re'donkey'lous!" LOL!

fucking hilarious, seriously. go and watch the movie.wajib!
feel so worth it, after all the house works i've done. penat sume ilang! ;)
thx mom,takep for the drinks and ride, and keep us company. and thx mok blanje muvi..i lap u lah!! haha..

this sem break just getting better and better!!
*HAPPY HAPPY*

something came up in my mind.juz thought of sharing it.

2010-05-21T01:55:00.000+08:00

quote i like; u call my man, and imma F*cked u up, touch ma man, and imma F*cked u up..instead: man, u mess with me and imma F*cked u up!

xde motif.saje2.ok.bye.haha.

masih mencari diri sendiri..

2010-05-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

di saat detik ini,kosong tp tenang...mungkin dsbbkn faktor mlm dan sejuk sayup2 aircond membuatkn diri terasa tenang despite the problems and issues i've been facing with these past few weeks since the semester break.

i want to write more, but i have no idea what to write about. i just feel like i have to write something.

sambil2 mendengar lagu2 yg br di donlot sebentar td, ak menyelak2 page org d FB
sgt susah nk tdo mlm sbbkn tabiat cuti ak; love to on9 til 4-5 in d morning..sometimes, till 7 kot!! then wake up around 1 or 2..cara hidup yg sehat..bagus!!

sy sng dgn cuti ni..xmcm cuti2 last sem..ade je dilema ak hadapi..but mostly dilema nk pulang ke rumah ke x..kenape mcm tu ek dulu? haha..korunk2 taw laa..kn2??

byk sgt mnde yg ak bole cte kn..tapiiii...xtrase nk bgtau org plak..haha..better keep it for myself.;)
bia ak sorunk yg judge, bia ak sorunk yg kutuk, bia ak sorunk jgk yg puji org len..xelok dedah2 kn cte psl org len kan2??

xde mood nk bercerita kot mlm ni..nnt lah..esok2 kalo rase nk wat dajal ak cte la ek..byk mnde yg nk dkutuk sbnrnye..tapiiiii....bia ak gelak sorunk2 je laa...hahhahaha..all i can say to that particular person; sakai la lu mat..da kene dump tu pasrah je laa. serve u right bro..havent u heard?? KARMA dear, KARMA...;)

p/s 1: b4 korunk sala anggap,mnde ni xde kene mngene ngn org yg rapat ngn ak..but, someone who used to be close to me back then. and others too..haha..
p/s 2: br ak pasan..ape kene mengene tajuk post ak ngn content de??? ke laot sgt da ney~
haha! lantak kaw la labuuu

phewww....that was close..wiping sweat off my forehead

2010-05-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

haha..that was a close call..luckily my genius brain, brilliantly came up with something good~ u r so genius brain..i Love u..but i love my yayang more!!!! wawawawawawa..

....

2010-05-14T02:35:00.000+08:00

money, love, happiness..which one is more important?

for me, definitely money..call me materialistic, but without money how the hell would u survive in this material world? fuck it..i've bcome one of the bitches who looks money over personality aren't i? i dont give a shit lah..as long as im happy..and money really can keep me happy.since im f*ing broke at the moment. so i think the only think that can make me happy right now is, by having ONE WHOLE BIG FAT CASSHHHHHH~. with $$$ you can do whatever u want..

if u're sad...money can cheer u up in many ways.shopping, spa, movies, holidays..for ladies, shopping is usually a common way to de-stress.for me.at least.
same goes when u're stressed, mad, lonely, and etc..
when u have the money, everything goes...

u dont need to rely on others when u have the fulus..instead,ppl will rely on u,worship u, kiss ur fat ass, ppl will do anything for money.

aarrrgghhhh..im officially obssesed to $$$$$ *have no f*ing idea why i bring up this stupid topic*

oke, actually..im depressed..bcoz of:
1-fuck it, im broke
2-i cnt even find any part time job
3-i cnt register for my short sem course, which means i have to extend
4-im in a full-of-crap-and-too-many-dramas relationship
5-i cnt find my peace,and
6-im bored to death,bcoz
7-back to number 1, im F*ing BROKE!!! so i cant do anything, can i?

hidop rase sgt kosong bile xstdy ni..kenape ek? time stdy,punye la poyo2 xsbr cuti..bile da cuti, maty akal trus..knp?

i kinda hate my life right now.

2010-05-10T00:06:00.000+08:00

ok, so this whole sem has not been a great sem 4 me.
actually, its the worst i think...financially.seriously.
im fucked up..*was inspired by the song im listening to now, shots!*

back to the story, i failed to manage my money this sem..so so so baaaaddd~~smpikn tahap dwet mkn pon xdak! never in my whole damn life, ak xde wet nk mkn,smpaikn kene org len yg tanggung ak..seriously, never! until this sem..T_T *rase teramat hina and rendah sgt bile da tahap mcmtu* sbb ak salu 'adviced' satu makhluk tuhan ni supaya berjimat, jgn beli bukan2, dont spent mambabi buta..last2 ak yg jd babi buta..what the F? maybe menjangkit kot..ak xpnah tau lak kalo kite nasihat org, menda tu bole menjangkit? haihh..i tot penyakit melatah je yg bole jangkit..xsangke, kalo nasehat2 pon..prangai buruk org tu bole jangkit gak en..haihh..padan muke ak..lenkali xyah sebok2 nk nasehat org..jage poket sndri je.

ishhh..tgk syok2 tulis blog..ade je anasir2 yg mengaco..ish3...
nnt lah ak smbg ye..huhuh.. daaaaaa!!

i want fun!!!!!! rebellious mood

2010-05-06T11:02:00.000+08:00

can't i have fun just for a little while? its not like im gong to turn my whole world upside down..just a little,tiny,innocent fun time to rejuvenate myself from the exam gloom~
tried to call eliy, she didn't pickup..tido lg ke makcik!!
yo2 ajak ak gonjeng2.ak call ko lak xangkat..sob3..
but,as ppl have said, where there's a will, there's a way..so im making my own waayyyy..
haha!! *tanduk kua dah*
if everyone is unavailable, guess i have to find my own entertainment..how? i dont know, maybe i could just go and wandering from one place to another until i found the right place to loose myself.haha!

ah xdulik!!
i need to de-stress, i have to!!
or else, could gon' crazzzaaayyy~

to eliy samai..tggu ko ye. m gonna call ya til i cn reach ya!!

weyh2..exam abes da weyh.. BIG SMILE ON MY FACE

2010-05-04T03:26:00.000+08:00

Ouh yeaaaaa~!!!! muahahhahahha...
aish..xbaek gelak cm setan.
ok2 let me start again..ehem2

Assalamualaikum kawan2, anda semua sihat? exam mcm mane? ape??xabes lg? Ouh...sedih sunggoh saye dengar.sy tumpang bersimpati untuk anda..ape??tdo xckup?xley kua begonjeg? tension sbb byk lg xstdy?..xpe,bertahan ye..we r the same..coz i've been there, so i know how it felt..But wait, anda2 semua xabis exam lg??ape??sy dah abes??muahahhahahahaha....boleh la sy gonjeng puas2 bukan? tdo puas2,guling2 puas2...semua puas2 lah,smpi utility level ak jd 0.*econ term okeayy* ;p

1st let me say, Alhamdulillah..Thank to GOD, I've managed to went through these past few rough and tough weeks with less complication..yes, i have to admit, mmg byk sgt dugaan and cobaan which almost drag me into this negative hole inside of me. kalau la ak xthn sket time tu, mmg ak rse ak da lari dr UM nih..n GOD knows, what would happen to me then. But luckily The Almighty God was with me..and i Pray to HIM everyday, asked for strength and strong will to help me go through the final weeks..and it went pretty well i may say,except for corp tax, and adv audit which i don't wanna talk about it..(*_*)

and now,time to de-stress!! yeayyy!! i can do whatever i want, and i got everything planned out..1st thing 1st, i need my sleep!!!and rest of course, and hang out with frenzy..borak2 catch up wtih em..then, need to focus back on study..since i'll be taking short semester this year sbb nk grad on time kan..*haha,pdn muke ak.sape suro byk maen*. So according to my plan, I probably going to stay with my sister at Kota D'sara..and if God's willing, i'll be doing part time as well in short sem, tok tampung idop time short sem since ak xde sugar daddy nk tampung daily expense ak..LOL!!! ;))

guess i have to try look for any vacancies around D'sara area..most probably around The Curve area kot..sbb pling dkt dgn umah de kn..so sng nk g keje ari2.dkt pon dkt..and ade public transportation, so i don't have to depend on my sis that much aite.*dun worry kakngah, u're safe ;)*
So will stay there until finished my short sem..maybe on weekends br blik bngi..
And that was the plan..hope everything goes as planned.Amiinn.;))

p/s: To those who still struggling for finals, chayok2!! don't give up.kejap je tu. and do give ur best in the exams. (^_^)
sincerely, cek naqyah yg tgh sonot sbb exam da bes..muahahhahahhaa..

adios amigos!!!!

Ouhh..what a week! (x_x)

2010-04-29T03:14:00.000+08:00

yea2 i know, lame xupdate..so what? im bz okayy with my finals..
errrgghhh..now br ad free time sket..
this week, i had 3 consecutive days of exams!! from mon til wed..
only tonite i could have some rest and update ape2 yg ptot..
phewww~ what a relieve!
so since i have a little spare time, i think it's time 4 me 2 update my blog..;p
i could say it has been a really2 hectic week..including last week..since i had my 1st paper last thursday..and also minor conflict with you-know-who..(-_-). But everything's okay now..dun worry bout me..sume tu gimmick semate..saje nk test market..muahahhaha(p/s: to whom it may concern: lenkali pkiaq dlu b4 wat sumthing ok?)
ok lah..despite the "DRAMA", i think it was a very stressful week,coz all my papers sgt la dekat date de..ade space pon bcoz of weekends..kalo x, 5 papers straight tau x??
bole jeng ow otak ak..thanks 2 weekends, i could ease my mind abit.. but still, it was indeed a stressful week.
last thursday, it was console paper..emmm..not bad~ so-so laa..not that i cnt do it at all..bole la jgk jwb sket..cmpor goreng2 lg..haa..kire cukup2 la tu.But im dissapointed with my Corp Tax paper sbb rase mcm jwb sampah gilee...;( *err..mak,kalo kene repeat jgn mrh eh.mmg naqyah xpaham tax tu..susa sgt!! eventhough itu lah satu2 nye subjek yg naqyah rajin g klas..sob3*
if only i could turn back time,i would study harder for Corp tax..da la soklan de xmcm membunuh pulak kn..siyess...rse cm srupe xyah jawab je...aaaaa..benci!
tp seb bek pas tax cuti..so relax kn mind jap..settle kn mslh2 yg xspatotnye wujud time ak tgh xm *for those who know, u know lah.haha* then relax punye relax, telajak relax rupenye ak..hahha..sbb x fully prepare for adv audit!!another killer subject..(x_x). Ingat x i've posted 1 topic on adv audit? well, it didnt help much actually..coz what i wrote in this blog is only 1/10 of the overall question..the other 9, ak redha n pasrah je..in other words, ak goreng..goreng2 smpi hangus!! so mayb my result will be hangus also..haiiyyaaa..Dear God..pliz dun let me flunk in this 2 subjects..or even other subjects,amiinnnn.
so lepas kecewa sket psl tax, ak terpaksa gagahkn dri for the next day, which is Mngmnt Accounting 3..yg ak rse xde kne mngene ngn mngmt accounting pon..*fiza was right, instead of mngmt accntg 3, we should called it mngmt accounting theory..coz all we did was memorizing!! which is so not compatible with the term of mngmt ACCOUNTING..suppose ade kire2 la kn..tp sume theory kot..mn xlemau nk mmbace..haih..
but thank goodness, bole la jgk jwb,sbb soklan de direct kn..n of course, ak akn goreng2 jugak..hahha..kalo xgoreng xaman idop ak.rase cm xckup je ape yg ak jwb tuh.
okay, setel 2 papers in a row..need to sit for 1 more paper in a row..which is adv accntg info system..huuuu..ak sgt la berterima kaseh kt hazim yg ngaja ak last2 menet..*5 minutes b4 entering the exam hall!!* de aja ak mnde2 yg ak xbudget akn kua xm..tup2..mmg kua pon ape yg de aja..huh, lucky me..im thankful 2 GOD 4 da chance. ;)
penat je ak hafal2 mcm2,japg xkua pulak kn..de kua soalan alien plak..mmg jawapan alien la ak bg..hahha..seb bek la ak ni pakar dlm bidang goreng2 nih..so ak pon menggunekn kepakaran menggoreng ak tuk jwb adv ais td..mx2 la sume yg ak goreng tu mengene..amiinn3x...
so now i feel my burden has been lifted one by one..i juz need 2 focus 4 the upcoming papers.which are adv Finance mngmt, and Strtgc mngnt..which i hope i could score,since its not that hard, i think.haha
tomorrow i will start revising 4 Adv FM and hope smpt la abes cover sume..plis GOD, pliiisssss..no more distraction or laziness pliz naqyah..focus ok!!
chayok2 qq san!!*xde org nk bg support kt ak,so i have to support myself..puhh thaa tick! haha..this is what we called self-motivation. ;p*

OK LAH..cukup2 lah tu babbling..ak tulis pjg2 ni pon bkn ade org nk bc..org xbeminat pon nk bc..haha..ko bc sorunk je la naqyah oI~ haaahaaa...

good nyte!!

when im with you

2010-04-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

ternyata lagi terbukti, mmg sah!!when im with you, i could focus on my revision..and things get to me faster rather than i read it by myself..in a way, u did help me to understand better when i pretend to be ur teacher and the things that i need to read, i need to explain to you..so if im able to make u understand the thing that 'i' supposed to understand, it means, misi i bejaya tok memahamkn dri sndri!!!yeay!! thx pakcik keris..u helped alot..muahx2!!

messy mess mee

2010-04-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

serabot dow.sumpah serabut..pk kan xm nih..aihhh!!! cpt lah abis xm oi!!!
*ak cuak sbb ak xready 4 this xm.sbb paper strait byk and xcukup masa nk stdy, so end up ak xley nk stdy skng sbb terlalu cuak n semak pale otak nih!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaa...makkk..nk maaaaaaaaaakkkk..nak balik!!!! nak kawennnn!!!! heh???
hahahhahaa..kn best kalo laki ak kaye, bole kawen trus..duk umh jd suri ruma mithali...haaihhhh..xyh pnt2 ak stdy..
T_T
p/s: syg cpt la kumpul wet

i've lost my will to study, same as my commitment to him

2010-04-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

-cant stdy
-cant focus
-lack of energy
-no enthusiasm
-feels helpless and hopeless
-i cant see us like b4 anymore
-cnt accept 'things' anymore
-after this no more
-no more turning back
-no more forgiveness
-no more 2nd,3rd or 100th chance
-things always happened on xm week
-perfect timing
-need to be alone
-need to be in peace
-most importantly, needs to be with the ALMIGHTY GOD

ape itu ADVANCE AUDIT?

2010-04-16T17:14:00.000+08:00

ok.. since ak mcm da muak bc audit ni, i figure if ak muak baca, apakata ak tulis pulak ak pe yg dah baca..haaa..in that way, ak bole ingat balik pe yg da d revise..yea2.kepada org2 yg xde kene mengene ngn adv audit, u can skip this post. ;p
ok 1st, pn yaz ckp..final consist of 2 section..the 1st section has 1 Question(40 marks) which is compulsory, and the 2nd section contains 3 Question but answer 2..still this questions have sub-questions *seronok kan!!!* and this sub-questions may differ between the 1st and 2nd sub..in other words, i have to read the whole damn book bcoz she didn't specify the question to only certain chapters..de p bubuh sume skali in ONE question paper..GREAT~ then Q1, we have to write an audit report which carries 16 marks,and the rest of the marks for sub-questions in Q1.she said that the 1stQ same like past year(70% sama)..de bg FS, then kite kene buat report based on that.
ok. move on to section B, it contains 3questions but answer 2..dengar ura2 maybe masok internal control, ethics(yg discuss dlm tutorial, 80% sama dgn final) dgn ape2 lg tah..byk jugak la 2nd part nih..

so now murid2, we are going to discuss the 1st section..the audit report ye..
how to prepare an audit report? ok..1st we have to know there are 5 types of audit report..the 1st one is Unqualified audit report.means good report, but it could include the emphasis of matter if only the org. has going concern uncertainty or other significant uncertainty..the word start with, "without qualifying our opinion, we draw attention to note...."
we produce unqualified report if the overall report is good, which means.no limitation of scope, or disagreement between company and auditor.
we move on to the 2nd type of report, the qualified audit report..ok..for qualified the word start with,"except for..." it could be qualified bcoz of limitation of scope (not enough evidence to support the assertion) or disagreement( didnt agree with the org. reason or statement)..but it is qualified if only the event is immaterial..if it is material, then it would produce disclaimer(if there's a limitation of scope and pervasive) and adverse(if there's disagreement and pervasive)

ouh lupe, yg emphasis of matter tu, all 5 reports cn have it.so bukan unqualified je eh..hehe..

and to produce an audit report, u need memorize the format, which is:

1)title: report of the auditors

2)addresse: to the members of the company

3)introductory para: u have to state, what have u audited.(eg: we have audited the Fs of... sdn bhw which comprise the BS as at...the IS, cash flow,...and etc)

4)mngmt's responsibility: these financial statements are the responsibility of the Company's Directors.

5)auditors' rspnsblty: said that it is our respnsblty to audit it and no other person should take respnsblty for the content.

6)scope para: haa..kt sini we talk about kite audit ikot standard mn, and what kind of audit procedures that we have done.

7)opinion para: bg la opinion korunk..goreng2 part r ni.

8)name and signature:

9)address

10) date of report.

p/s: ini format untuk unqualified report ye anak2..tok qualified and others, it differs a bit, where u have to add explanatory para between scope para and opinion para. in explanatory para, state y u said it is qualified, or others..

OK!! i think i have explain too much..huhu..mintak2 la melekat dlm otak ape yg ak bebel..

this is just Q1, blom laen lg...errrkk!!!

-bdk kelaparan caused by excessive brain usage- haha!

Lucky me for having u guys in my life..;)

2010-04-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

berbalik kpd kerunsingan ak sbb xstdy2 lg td kn? so now i've my stdy partner..thx to Fiza Aslam..*kalo ak bole tag name ko kt blog, da lame ak tag fza* jasa mu akn sentiase ku kenang..sbb ko la yg byk tlg ak kt Um nih..assignment ko tlg, info2 yg ak xtau ko gtau..mmg byk sgt ko tlg..thx alot..

so, da msg2 fiza td.and de ajak tdo kt uma sewa dorunk.so ak bole stdy ngn dorunk skali!!! yeay!!! suke2..
insyallah i'll stay there from tomorrow til friday..so for tomorrow, adv ais..kames n jumaat, Ma3..buleh la tu..mmg ak perlu sgt2 geng stdy nih..
mintak2 sume berjalan dgn lancar and ape yg di discuss tu melekat dlm pale otak ak mcm chewing gum yg melekat kt bwh meja..amiiinnn..

now im in my room, alone...rum8 sume kua..pinjam lappy de jap sbb buntu xtau nk watpe..nk stdy,mmg harapan lah kan..notes pon xlengkap*so now u know why i need to stdy in group*
lecture pon salu miss2.kang pnat2 ak stdy,japg salah tajuk yg ak baca..like last sem for OB..huh! seb bek ak br bc sket..thx to seema, ak bc notes de n stdy ngn de skali..seb bek sedap jugak result ak..huuu

kalo di pk2 balik, mmg btol lah..satu uma sewa fiza tu byk bejasa ngn ak..well, lucky me i guess sbb masih ada org yg berhati mulia mcm dorunk tuh... thx alot guys...xtau la cmne ak kalo org2 mcm dorunk ni da pupus..sob3..

ok.esok rajin2 ok naqyah, xmo men2 dah..stdy elok2 ye..chayok2 qq san!!!! ;))

do u smoke?

2010-04-13T15:24:00.001+08:00

nope.n never will ;)

Ask me anything, i'll try to answer it at my best. ;)

Stdy la OiiiiiI~!!!

2010-04-13T14:24:00.000+08:00

Naqyah stdy please!!!!!

br arini ngat mau stdy...semangat2 bgn nk g nuntut ilmu..

tibe2 ada la sayup2 ajakan tok melakukan aktiviti laen which i cannot resist...why la naqyah~

why is it so hard for u to say NO for once!!

ayOyoyo..

OK2...i promise to myself..tomorrow no more side activities other than STUDY!

on wed, i'll be revising Adv Ais with Fiza..thusrday, i'll just follow them whatever they want to discuss..if i stdy by myself, xstdy la namenye tu..kalau x tdo or Fb, ak kua merayau..n there goes my stdy session..

why is it so hard for me to focus on ONE thing only, and juz ignore all the hasutan2 from d external factors..lemah sgt ke iman stdy ak nih? haaiihhhh~ (-_-)

since i have wasted 2 days of my stdy week, i promise to start from tomorrow..ok NAQYAH???

no more play2...serious this time!!

Focus Naqyah, Focus!!

ooouh how i wish money could grow on tree... :-(

2010-04-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

'money can't buy happiness' we often heard this in movies..as if money meant nothing to them..coz all u need is love, and other bullshit stuff..well, in case u haven't notice, that is all LIE~ if u wanna know the truth, money is everything..and in today's world, money CAN buy love and happiness..juz look around u..all the rich ppl with their boyot tummy look pretty happy to me..while the poor, well you can see it for urself in the Tv like Bersamamu and stuff? Do they look happy to you?not really..

ah, xpyh nk ckp dkt tv..in real world pon bole nmpk kot..while the rich n famous tgh berseronok ronok g back packing ke overseas la..g holiday ke phuket la, bali laa, sambel post all their fun times on hols dkt Fb n Blog..the poor *or x berkemampuan should i say,* yg jd tukang bc blog dorunk, tukang tgk gmbar2 kt Fb dorunk while thinking 'now why can't i have that', 'why can't i do that?' well guys, we have to face the fact..not all of us are lucky enough to have all the luxuries..unlike those spoiled filthy rich teens,* teen lg ke ak ni?haha* some of us have to work pretty hard to get what we want..and its not that easy i tell ya..tp tu lah..xbole la nk ckp ak xbesyukor sbb xkaya..mayb not now, but later when i graduate and managed to get a steady job with a steady income, who knows..maybe i'll be the one posting my euro trip pictures in Fb and have others to envy me..;p * i wish! hah!*

but that's for the future..for now, i was thinking to do part time job so i could support my short sem expenses..since my scholar have been long gone(awl2 sem finish oredy) and also $$ for my upcoming sem, while waiting for JPA scholar.. ermmm..since Um is near Mid, keje kt Gsc pon care jugak..huhuhu...shift ptg smpi mlm..ok pe..xbyk keje..keje bg tiket je..pastu ley tgk muvi free lak tuh! hah..situ pon da jimat wet wyg dah..huhuhuhu..

yes2...i should look up for any part time kt sane..hmmm....

kalo xpat gsc pon, any part time pon will do..mx2 dpt dan dimurakn rezki ak yg semakin mahal skunk ni.. amiinnn

Ouuuhh what a nyte ;)

2010-04-12T14:59:00.000+08:00

mandeta 2010 @ sunway hotel on 3rd April..

it was all last minute change of plan..hehe

supposedly go to the dinner with ann, coz i didnt get the ticket 4 crys..so i've decided to go juz the 3 of us..wana,ann and me..kami becite gebang kunon2 afterwards trus nk g MOS..sebab seblah2 je kn..siap nk bwk bj spare tok msok MOS la kan...hahahha..

So, the plan was ;

before dinner: g bilik ann, make up session..after siap bedandan dondon, gerak after maghrib around 8, so 8.3o sampai..juz on time.

time dinner: supposedly duk skali on 1 table with my 2 rum8s..so it should be 5 of us at one table and the other 5 ade indian group..OK~

after dinner: kunon2 la kan..change our dress from ladylike to lady aGoGo~ LOL!! >_<

and gonjeng2 sampai lebam...

So, that was the plan..but instead ;

before dinner: all of sudden my 2 rum8s cnt make it.coz they didn't have any dress to wear. so i've invited pacik keris sorunk ni..so kene la crkn bj tok de..(FYI, pakcik sorunk ni pon kuat melaram jugak..huhu)

so we went to sg wang..around 4 something, and sampai around 5 coz of the traffic. then pusin2 jalan2 keliling2 plaza tu dpt la jeans 2 helai (1 for me..muahahha..sale kootttt!! tenkiu mok blanje.hehe) and kemeja selai..n the price is very reasonable..sbb tgh offer kan..

tgk2 jam dah pukul 7.30..so dgn tegesa2 nye kitorunk balik..we stop at his house..tggu de siap ade la dlm stengah jam..tecongok kejap ak dlm kete sorunk2...then kul 8 br smpi Um..now my turn pulak nk siap..muaahhaha..tggu la kaw kt bwh tu..huhu.of coz, pompuan siap mesty la lame, nk mndi lg,syampoo lg, kering rmbt lg..blom cmpor make up2 lg..tp dsbbkn mase yg terhad n kesian mok tggu kt bwh, so make up dlm kete je..

last2 gerak dlm kul 8.30 kot..

time dinner: smpi around 9, smpai2 je dorunk tgh wat food presentation..right on time!! dtg2 trus mkn..xyah bazer mase n tlinge dgr speech2 dorunk...hahaha..

tp yg mlg berbau nye..table kitorunk da kene conquer by the red indians!!! except they r not red..they are juz indians..huhu..da la ak xknal sorunk pon..harap je duk satu college..seb bek ade 2 seat kosong..so duduk je la ngn dorunk..satu malaysia kn..;) si wana ngn ann da p bantai duk ngn rum8 wana..sabo je la.. then makan2 from one dish to another sampai ke nasi goreng..kitorunk bla..ade last desert.tp xtggu sbb pacik keris kebosanan katanya...ak pon turutkn aje..

after dinner: br lah camwhoring session dgn menggunakan jasa baek cam ann, kitorunk berempat gedik2 dpn cam juz like others on that nite..*sapa xmau gedik2 dpn cam..pnat pkai cantek2, harusla photogedik kn* ;p

then, we split up..ann blik ngn wana, n i went back with crys.

g minum jap dkt Alicafe..then straight away 2 um..

it was indeed, an exhausting day..but i had fun though..

n the pics up there, tu la serba sedikit hasil2 gedikan kamiiii....;)))))

new page!! ;)))

2010-04-12T14:54:00.000+08:00

so as u can see, i have update my profile..chantek bukan??even if it's not. it's pretty 4 me anyway coz i love purple..muahahhaha..

i want to add other gadgets too but too lazy to search 4 it.maybe after final only i'll do it..HoHoho

tggu~!!! nnt ak cntekkn lg blog ak ni ye..

what is ur most embarassing moment?(if u dun mind)

2010-04-12T12:47:00.005+08:00

cnt remember any..sbb sy mmg muke xmalu..hahahha..mayb when jatuh tepleot dpn org ramai time da pnat2 cover cun..LOL!

Ask me anything, i'll try to answer it at my best. ;)

what is your fav movie, song, books?

2010-04-11T19:12:00.001+08:00

all time fav movie: LOTR trilogy.n byk lg sbnrnye..xlarat nk tulis je..
songs: currently, paramore's and 500 days of summer's soundtrack, books..can u keep a secret by sophie kinsella ;)

Ask me anything, i'll try to answer it at my best. ;)

Formspirng..woahh

2010-04-10T16:10:00.000+08:00

br 1st time wat formspring, da mcm2 soklan pelik keluar...

pelik2 je manusia nih..

and yea, the reason i write sbb nk gedik2 pnohkn blog archive for 2010..hehe..

and guess what..im going to talk about...xlaen dan xbukan.....my Final exam!!! wawawawa..

dr zmn matriks smpai la ak 3rd year kt Um..my blogs mostly filled with exams stuff..huhu..

tp xpe..asalkn ak xkutuk2 org or ngumpat2 org dlm blog ak suda..nnt xpsal2 kene tangkap la..kene boikot laa..n ape2 lg lah.

skunk ni bhy ckp suke suki in public..

freedom of speech tu xbrape nk free la sebenarnye..kan??

so, back to my exam..huhu..

so i'll start my paper on 22nd of april and end at 3rd may..n then yahoo sekejap for a week..n then back to Um for special sem..

ini la padahnye bile awl2 sem maen2..kn da kene amik short sem..di sebabkn jam kredit yg masih byk ntuk dipenuhi...sob3..org batch ak sume da sonok2 nk Practical nex sem, ak tekedek2 amik shortsem sbb nk grad same.huhu..

But i dont mind pon..lg sronok stdy lame2..org kate, time stdy xsabar keje..but when da keje, org sume rindu nk stdy balik sbb time stdy xpressure mcm keje..kalau keje xikot dateline, it could cost ur job..but if in Uni, xikot dateline..br kene deduct marks je..

when i think back, btol jgak tu..stdy lg best..xyah pening2 nk ngadap bos kalo xg keje, xyah tebal tlinge dgr bos mara..kalo stdy, ko wat la ape ko suke,,janji yuran bayar, assigment antar, exam amik..sudaaa..xde org pon nk bseng2.except for ur parents of course..hehee..but if we managed to excel in our exam, dorunk pon senang ati..

tp kenape laaaa susa sgt ak nk stdy awal...whyyyyyyyy??????????

i hope i'll pass all papers..so i can proceed with my short sem and all will go as planned...

amin... ;)

My WoRDs oN LifE

Forgive, yea..Forget? Never perhaps

5 signs that you've met your perfect match!

Day by Day..

What do i really want in life?

sesi membuang masa

Improving the life of the visually impaired

What makes you so special...

Ouh come on!

What if...

How to lose weight..Fast! but not too fast.

Malas Entry

Blogger Award. XD

God gave me LIFE, You gave me LOVE.

The Greatest Man I've Ever Known

The Little things that make ur heart beat faster..

A Day Out with CeylaLove!

Empty

Double TWO!! seriously???

HAPPY Sunday!!

Angel By Atilia. Simply Love :)

Kepala Rojak

Dear stalker,

Are you ready?

Munching!

kalau seseorang sukakan seseorang yang lain (berlainan jantina la ye) tapi malu nak ungkapkan, tapi dapat tau dia suka kita jugak, nak buat macam mane ye?

Hey B'day Boy! ^_^

('',)

Mom

apa perasaan anda jika anda mendapat sesuatu yang anda tak jangka dan anda tidak mengharapkannya?

About A Boy ;)

You Made My Day

Ini yang Nak MARAH ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Farmville. lol.

PARAMORE!!!!!!

The 'IT' thing ('',)

sweet like candy

Y.O.U

^_^

enjoying your so-called 'single life' so far?

It's Official Then...

Love Letter

nape pnggl qiqi yer..he3

Tolong Study!

Me You Him

You may not know this, but you DO mean something to me. ironic.

it was awesome!! need i say more?

Finally, getting my underwater license. ;)

Just the Thought of you can make me dizzy.. (*_*) haiisshhh!!

Alhamdulillah. If it's true GOD, Im so thankful to YOU. my prayer has been answered. I LOVE YOU GOD. :')

Sapekah Gerangan laki-laki itu. Ahli musik??? Lawyer??? Tukang repair?? errkkk?

the Most chaotic trip ever. * copied from darleen's blog*

If you have problem with me, Come and confront me like a real man, instead of bitching people on your status, A*Hole.

I Love YOU, GOD.

...

Ramadhan's back!! ^_^

Peminat ke stalker? hahaha!

*happy face*

that dream, again?

pnt

Bad Bad dream. again.

Scuba Diving in Perhentian Island. By UrbanIsland Divers

Perhentian last minute call! ^_^

Ok, False Alarm..hehe

fuck! class at 8 am???

First day of school. ^_^

clumsy me. (-_-')

Putrajaya Weekends ;)

the wedding

you're my Angel ;)

blissfully blessed

i want YOU!! only you!

Unknown Evil Virus!!

ByeBye mok..sob3 (T_T)

u think u so hot??wtf siot...budget gle...

weirdest dream i've ever had

busy june!!!

so u answered is having him by ur side,everytime needed..then who is the best person that u ever had or in realation with? be honest!

Do Not Exploit ME!!!

fully utilized day, i may say.

Just the Thought of you can make me dizzy.. (_) haiisshhh!!

happy face

phewww....that was close..wiping sweat off my forehead

i want fun!!!!!! rebellious mood

weyh2..exam abes da weyh.. BIG SMILE ON MY FACE